It has been a bit of a melancholy month, as I work through winding down Aetheria, in Crete. It was actually a place that never got fully “wound up”. In the next week or so, I’ll upload the rest of the videos from Aetheria Symposia I. I have been slow to do it, as my productivity in relation to doing things for other people or for public consumption has gone down, as I cry some tears for the current Death cycle of Black Sky.
I have to be honest. Whenever I make life changes, usually it results in a weight being lifted and things feeling lighter. This change I am making now is much more major though, and I feel like I am in a bit of stasis, as the old me is fighting to stay alive. As she fights, the new me feels a bit stuck.
I do not regret this decision that I am making, as in a way, there were many signs that I wasn’t ready yet to take on Aetheria, because I was confused on what research area I should focus on, since I want to know everything. The bigger thing that I didn’t realize is that over the last few years, I have been growing in a different direction than the rest of Black Sky Society, too.
My Oracle told me that Black Sky should decentralize slowly, and it is going to be a project that goes through many waves and cycles of different people.
In August, I started changing again, as I had a few mystical experiences that radicalized me in a stronger way. I felt that since I am now becoming much different than the other contributors, that we should decentralize leadership, otherwise I am going to start yelling at everyone for being evil.
But about a month into the decentralization process, I realized it was decentralizing to become something that I didn’t recognize as Black Sky.
In 2022, I had this other kind of mystical experience that REALLY SHOOK ME UP, and it led toward me believing more deeply in the art of TIMELINE ENGINEERING. I coined the name “Psychodestiny” for the Black Sky version. The way it is supposed to work is the society would do deep work imagining the most ideal and optimal future timeline, then each person would write up their individual psychodestiny that maps to this timeline. The society and individuals would make regular updates to the macro and micro psychodestinies, as necessary. With this all fully mapped out, everyones intentions are clear when it comes to their trajectories and what they are going to take on in the society, and how that interfaces with the world we are trying to bring into existence.
As we were starting to put this into practice, in the decentralization process, I realized that the optimal future timeline that I feel anchored to — others were not anchored there, and it did not feel like it would be an easy process to convince the others to anchor there.
There was something foundational, that I felt some people weren’t on the same page about, and that related to TRUTH.
I believe that there is only ONE SET OF TRUTHS, and uncovering them is SUPER IMPORTANT FOR OUR SURVIVAL.
So I started to become increasingly triggered, since others felt that things are more plural. Some people had a hard time wanting to engage in TIMELINE ENGINEERING in the way that I think is the only way that makes sense — otherwise, there is really no need to do a “Psychodestiny” process — if there is not ONE COMMON TRUE REALITY to anchor to together, what is the point?
Now, I understood what my Oracle meant when she said Black Sky is a project that is going to go through waves of people. At this point, I am not sure if I am going to attempt to organize people again. I’m sort of tired of it. But I’ll keep iterating on Black Sky Society more in the realm of a science fiction story.
The mistake I made was not trying to implement Psychodestiny sooner. I started writing about it in 2023 and circulated the concept more internally, I guess I assumed there was consensus, but never actually had a discussion about it until September 2025.
Psychodestiny killed Black Sky Society as we know it.
RIP.




"if there is not ONE COMMON TRUE REALITY to anchor to together, what is the point?"
To build one? Reality is plastic. If we don't like its laws, whatever they are, we'll cancel them and write better ones.