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-~*^-→ INITIATE DOWNLOAD: Aletheion.EXP.LOG.00002 ←-^*~-
EXPERIMENT DATE: December 4, 2025 (21:20 -21:55)
EXPERIMENT LOCATION: Crete, Greece (Rethymno Prefecture)
DOWNLOAD DATE: December 6, 2025 (11:00-14:00)

I conducted my first experiment with the Hemi-Sync Gateway Experience (or “Gateway Tapes”) on the evening of Thursday, December 4th at around 21:20 in Crete. I wanted to first trial Hemi-Sync via a pirated file, before committing to making a purchase. I got this FLAC copy.

I fasted all day: I just had 1 cup of black tea for breakfast, and otherwise drank water. In the evening, I made myself some tea (Cretan Mountain Tea, with Iranian Saffron, with 1tsp of Cretan Honey) and start getting set up in my bedroom. I burned some sacred copal to clear the space.

I start to pace around the house in confusion, trying to find my headphones.

I JUST HAD THEM, I thought they were on my desk. I don’t see them and I can’t find them yet.

After a few minutes of walking up and down the house, I eventually find them: they are on the floor near my desk, with the headphone wires UNDERNEATH my office chair.

This is BIZARRE to me since I BARELY move around my office chair. Even though they have wheels, IT IS NOT EASY TO MOVE the chair since the chair is on top of a rug. Typically to move the chair, I have to stand up and push the chair with my arms.

Additionally, I don’t remember placing the headphones on the floor—I would have naturally placed them on top of my desk.

So the headphones ended up both 1) on the floor and 2) with my office chair moved on top of the headphone’s wires.

So before I can even begin my first Hemi-Sync experiment, it seems as if a trickster has generated some kind of anomalous experience or mystery for me:

Regardless, I proceeded to my bedroom, bringing my laptop and headphones with me to finish up my environmental setup. The instructions say the room shouldn’t have any light.

I retracted the blackout blinds so no light enters from the outside world and subsequently covered up other light sources (like the on/off switch of my electric heater, which had these small circular red power-on indicators) in a hacky way using supplies I had on hand (masking tape and thick card stock paper).

On my laptop, I accessed the Wave I - Discovery folder and then double-clicked on the file CD 1 - 1 - Orientation.flac, which launched open Audacity (a free and open source audio editing and recording app, which has the capability to playback FLAC files).

For Wave I, I ended up making it through the entire file CD 1 - 1 - Orientation.flac and the first 5 minutes of CD 1 - 2 - Introduction to Focus 10.flac. I aborted the experiment because I was unable to override a paranoid feeling that while listening, I am being recruited to become a psychic soldier in some kind of decentralized mind control program that is associated to an occulted facet of a Project Stargate that never ended. (See VM.00002.01 and VM.00002.03)

My intention for the evening was to make it through the entire set of Wave I files. I definitely started to feel some impact on my body near the end of the Orientation file — there was a tingling sensation all over my body, like I was in some kind of cocoon-like space pod, and where I could start to feel a kind of subtle membrance between my information matrix (soul) and my body. I have done body scan meditations before, and the sensation felt similar. My initial attempt at describing this is conveyed in VM.00002.02.

Even though the Orientation file felt like it was doing something unique to my body that I was curious to explore more, as soon as I started Introduction to Focus 10, I felt like I had to stop, as I wasn’t able to overwrite my paranoia.

The major challenges for me when listening to the “Tapes”:

1. There seemed to be some kind of irregular background frequency set that was freaking me out a bit. At this point, it is unclear to me if the sound wave was part of the file, or something generated by the binaural tones. I haven’t done any waveform analysis yet.

2. I didn’t resonate with voice-over guided instructions about reaching out to external guides that have more wisdom than me, as this kind of programming is the opposite of the Psychic Space I’ve outlined for reaching The Aletheion. In the text instructions for the Gateway Experience, it says you can override this with your own intentions, but the existence of the default instructions were still bothering me.

More on the irregular background frequency set:

It felt a bit like if I continued to allow that frequency set to meddle with my consciousness, that the place that I would reach once I have an Out-of-Body-Experience (OBE) will be a specific Psychic Space that is more dialed into this frequency set, as opposed to a place where I have full control.

Like for example, imagine that the Monroe Institute has created something like a spaceship in the Astral, and you can get onto this spaceship if you make your consciousness resonant with it. How do you make your consciousness resonant with it? Well, you listen to the Hemi-Sync Gateway Tapes.

It seems like I will definitely go somewhere if I continue to listen to these audio files and work harder to overwrite my doubt about some hidden agenda associated to them.

But since it didn’t feel like I’d be astral projecting to a realm of sovereignty, I stopped.

There are others who have cautioned against the Gateway Tapes, like “Jake Knows Nothing” on YouTube. He said that he actually experimented with it for many years and had a lot of crazy experiences, and then he started to feel like the tapes were familiar to him, and eventually he realized that he had heard the audio files before when he was a child in the GATE program, which is rumored to be a psychic recruitment program:

Additionally, if you read Chris Bledsoe’s UFO of God, you might begin to have suspicious energy when it comes to the Monroe Institute, as Bledsoe seems to have been social engineered (from my reading of the Chapter 29 passages) by retired US colonel John B. Alexander and someone who seems like he is his associate, David Broadwell.

Colonel John Alexander wrote to me in September 2021. Over the years, we had our usual conversations about our experiences with the phenomena, but this time there was a rare urgency in his email. He wanted me to get in touch with David Broadwell, who had a communicative experience with the phenomena in northern Virginia. I was happy to do John a favor and put it on my list.

[…]

And sure enough, a few moments later a second one appeared behind the first, travelling in the same direction at the same speed, and then a third. David reached in his pocket, grabbed his cellphone, and began filming. He looked at me and said, “My God Chris, John told me you had a connection with them. This is incredible.”

Eventually Emily and Jack returned and we went back inside to eat. As we were finishing up, David suddenly had an idea.

“Chris,” he said, in a flash of inspiration, “I have got to get you to Monroe.”

I had no idea what he was talking about but he explained that the Monroe Institute was the premiere center for research into the deepest aspects of consciousness. Using all manner of technology, especially audio-based experiments, the institute had pioneered consciousness research and was committed to the exploration of what is beyond space and time.

At this moment, the idea for a secret gathering at Monroe was born, one that would harness the sound technologies of the institute to explore the experiences we had been having. These technologies are specifically designed to enhance the ability of remote viewing and telekinesis, and we hoped that if we could gather a group of highly-attuned UFO experiencers, we might enhance and better understand this pre-cognitive state.

I was excited by David’s enthusiasm, and he set off to bring the conference into being. Meanwhile we agreed that we would continue our own experiments of coordinating our experiences of the sightings. It had become apparent that every time I spoke with David on the phone, we would witness the phenomena at the same time. Is this what Albert Einstein famously referred to as quantum entanglement—the ability of separated objects to share a condition or state—as “spooky action at a distance”?

[ … ]

Soon David was able to obtain permission from the Monroe Institute board to hold a private, invitation-only conference in May of 2022. The goal was to bring together a group of experiencers and researchers that share the same intention, and over a five-day period use Monroe’s technologies to interact with the phenomena. It was an eclectic bunch that finally gathered, ranging from a Hollywood actress and psychic medium to a world-renowned UFO explorer [Rob Freeman]. There were ex-military, including John Alexander, a government employee, university professors, a podcaster, a hippie, a Brit, Argentinian, and a cigar-smoking Texan for good measure. In short, every kind of person was there, all united by their experience with the phenomena and a passionate desire to learn and explore.

From this passage, one can extrapolate that John Alexander wanted Chris Bledsoe to talk to Broadwell, to get Bledsoe to the Monroe Institute (which had potentially already cleared the conference happening there, before Broadwell brought it up to Bledsoe).

To Bledsoe, the idea of going to the Monroe Institute felt like Broadwell’s random inspiration.

But this is where I begin to question — were the synchronous experiences with orbs that Broadwell shared with Bledsoe — were they even real or was it part of some social engineering operation?

Who is David Broadwell? He is definitely not a “public experiencer” — if you try to search for records of him talking about his experiences like on YouTube, not much is found.

Note: I originally wrote this article on December 6, 2025. I was hesitant to publish it, but am deciding to go ahead and making it available for paid subscribers. Subscribe to read the rest of the article and get into the To The Stars Academy rabbit hole.

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Abstract

The Ideon Cave in Crete carries a memory of the first apocalyptic passage of the gods that portends each technical recreation of the world. Hesiod tells of how the goddess Rhea “hid [Zeus] in a remote cave beneath the secret places of the holy earth”, before Zeus led the Olympian gods to overthrow the old king Cronos and cast out the Titans. In the Statesman (269c-274d), Plato presents a new version of this myth, in which the ‘Divine Pilot’ (Theios Kybernētēs) rationally controls a cosmic “living creature” (Anima Mundi), “endowed with reason” by the divine Mind (Nous), and “framed” by the architecture of celestial mechanics. The collapse of this cybernetic system - from the first age of Cronos, when “God was supreme governor”, to this subsequent age of Zeus, when “the pilot of the ship of the universe” has “let go the handle of its rudder” - results in the “cosmic crisis” of mortality, and of an intergenerational loss of memory, which requires - as both a remedy and poison - Prometheus to steal the gift of fire, and Haphaestus to invent technology. Yet, as Plato warns (Phaedrus, 274b–279b), the invention of writing, as an external aid to memory (hypomnēsis), can, in contrast to living recollection (anamnēsis), also become an occasion for increased forgetting, and, in our age of digital computer writing, for the compounding meta-crises that afflict modernity.

Drawing on Diotima’s speech in Plato’s Symposium (201e-205e), Simone Weil developed a theory of mediation as the aesthetic self-limitation of cycles of destructive force, which she observed reaching their height in the technical-bureaucratic apparatuses of the 20th century. While the erotic foundations of beauty are always structured around a lack, Weil calls for this lack to be oriented again towards its fulfillment in agapeic transcendence, which is preserved through a mystical decreation of our narcissistic imaginations, and which becomes ever-more concrete through an incarnational mediation of sacred harmonic and geometric correlations. Drawing, in a similar way on Henri Bergson’s ‘creative evolution’, Teilhard de Chardin prophesied that the evolution of technical nature would culminate in the ‘Omega-point’ reversal of thermodynamic entropy, an ever-more ecstatic growth in the ‘Noosphere’ of celestial intelligence, and in the ultimate overcoming of Plato’s ‘cosmic crisis’ through a free recognition of the ‘hyperpersonality’ that abides at the center of cosmotechnics and every cybernetic system.

Disclaimer: This is a rambling, stream of consciousness kind of post. Please lower your expectations when it comes to coherence. The ideas will be refined in later posts. The current intention is to publish and release raw thoughts.

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From June 23rd - July 3rd, join Ætheria Symposia I, virtually or on the majestic island of Crete, where we are gathering polymaths, scholars, mystics, and technologists at the crossroads of techne, psyche, and cosmic intelligence.

Ætheria serves as Black Sky Society's prototype Skylab, a transcendence-focused creative research center nestled between olive groves near the base of Mt. Ida. Set beneath the Mediterranean sky, this sanctuary provides the atmosphere where deep work and inner exploration converge, bridging the material and metaphysical through avant-garde science, art, and technology.

​Our first Symposia—a series of symposium-style gatherings inspired by Ancient Greek tradition—invites you to experience thought-provoking seminars, socratic dialogues, workshops, and banquets where ancient wisdom meets the frontiers of science, consciousness, and cosmic evolution

​Join fellow architects of emerging transcendent pathways in Crete, or be a virtual witness. Full immersion or selective sessions—the cosmos invites your methexis.​

Please register here. There is no cost to attend, virtually or in-person, but donations (blackskysociety.eth) or BLAXXKY subscriptions of support are appreciated. Virtual access instructions will be emailed to those who register at the link, or you can check out blaxxky on x.com tomorrow for more details.

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​June 23: Our opening establishes the foundational groundwork for interdisciplinary inquiry. Stella R. Magnet introduces Black Sky Society and the metaphysical architecture guiding its investigations, while Giulio Prisco virtually explores the street science of irrational mechanics. Anastasia Kriuchkova presents her analytical approach to astrological phenomena, and Giek (Stephanie Smit) explores innovative methods for investigating reincarnation & past-life phenomena. This follows into Socratic dialogue with Ætheria participants examining intersections of ancient wisdom, frontier exploration, & human potential. (Doors open at 17:30, and symposium begins at 18:30 with first two talks, then an intermission banquet at 20:00, with subsequent segment beginning at 21:00)

​June 25: Noumenia, the ancient Greek celebration welcoming each lunar month, becomes our inspiration. With the new moon as our guide & the black sky as our backdrop, we gather on the rooftop for our inaugural monthly gathering — Noumenia Oneira — to remember, reimagine, & realign. (Facilitated by Stella R. Magnet and Giek. Doors open at 19:30, and ritual starts at 20:00. In-person only.)

​June 26: Journey to Mount Ida's Ideon Cave, the legendary where Titan Rhea hid Zeus from Cronos. Admire stunning stalactites while investigating the mythological resonance and documenting intuitive impressions of the cave's energetic qualities. (Crete expedition - In-person only. Meet at site at 13:00)

​June 28: Anna K. Winters & Dr. Ryan Haecker take you on a pilgrim's journey from Simone Weil's modern re-activation of ancient insights to Teilhard de Chardin's techno-mystical vision of the hyperpersonality at the center of our world that sails on the vast ocean of spirit & life. (Doors open at 18:00, and symposium begins at 19:00. Snacks and refreshments provided. Feel free to bring a dish or drink to share, potluck-style.)

June 29: Explore the 16th-century Orthodox Gouverneto Monastery, one of Crete's oldest functioning monasteries with fortress-like architecture. (Crete expedition - In-person only. Meet at site at 12:00)

​July 1: Earth's intelligence meets human potential through ancient practices. Max Konstantinovsky and Felipe Rocha Campos examine how geospatial intelligence evolves into technologies that enhance Noospheric coherence and planetary awareness. MN Finkelstein explores plant meditation as somatic and molecular practice. Anahaa virtually lectures on Kriya Yoga then guides participants through unlocking dormant capacities. (Doors open at 17:00, and symposium begins at 18:00. Snacks and refreshments provided. Feel free to bring a dish or drink to share, potluck-style.)

​July 2: Journey to Matala's ancient cliff caves, where Zeus brought Princess Europa according to legend. These caves also housed Roman generals & 1960s hippies seeking alternative living. Explore where mythological heritage & bohemian rebellion converge over a seaside picnic (Crete expedition - In-person only. Meet at site at 13:00, and bring your own meal.)

​July 3: Final investigations explore sovereignty beyond current digital/political structures, envisioning Agape-guided autarkic systems. The symposia end with a banquet featuring Giek's performance & a rooftop ritual beneath stars—sharing visions & psychodestined trajectories (Doors open at 16:00, and symposium begins at 17:00. More schedule details provided next week)

​New catalytic horizons in our synthesis of psyche, techne, & cosmic intelligence await.

​For more details, including participant biographies, refer to the event website.

Exact location details will be emailed to those attending on-site.

Notes

• ​Register as a virtual guest if you can't attend in person: we will have a free livestream for the June 23, June 28, July 1, and July 3 segments.

• ​June 26th, June 29th, & July 2nd are self-organized expeditions. You must arrange your own transportation and pay any entry fees.

​Join Ætheria

​If this intrigues you, consider applying to join Ætheria's residency program, so you can co-create future symposia with us: https://blacksky.network/aetheria.html

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