Our inaugural issue, BLAXXKY # 1: THE FUTURE, SPACE, THE WEIRD & UNKNOWN, moves toward the edge where conclusions dissolve and multiple, divergent perspectives collide in service of Promethean contemplation.

Each issue will orbit a specific convergence of ideas, explored through long-form interviews, independent research, lived experience, and experimental discourse.

ISSUE NO. 1 is an exception: it maps a much wider breadth of BLAXXKY's terrain before we narrow focus. Future issues will zoom in on singular themes, with occasional larger cross-topic editions.

The magazine will be supported by a supplementary podcast, BLAXXKY Superluminal, featuring interviews with contributing authors and artists, as well as standalone conversations that will be transcribed into print.

Confirmed contributors and guests so far, include:

• Brannon Wheeler

• Deborah Wheeler

• Stephanie Smit (Giek Reality Cult)

• Julia Magdalena ()

• WILLPOWER

ISSUE NO. 1 opens with some questions we’re genuinely obsessed with:

What does it mean to inhabit an apocalypse in its truest sense: an apokalypsis, the unveiling of forces long hidden beneath the surface of ordinary perception?

Does Eros operate as a real cosmological force?

Agape vs. Extropy: what is more foundational—or are both foundational? Does unconditional love (or universal love) refer to anything distinct, or does it reduce to a tendency toward order? Can love function as a term inside a physical theory of the universe, or does extropy (negentropy) offer the conceptual precision actually needed?

As we edge closer to a threshold, latent capacities written into our biology begin coming online: remote viewing, precognition, psychokinesis under specific conditions. What happens when human beings themselves are the technology?

Why did intelligence agencies pour serious resources into psi research, produce compelling results, and then classify or quietly bury the findings?

What changes in a scientific paradigm when consciousness becomes an experimental variable that refuses to behave like inert matter?

If the Promethean impulse is the theft of fire, what and whose fire is being stolen now?

Are psychic abilities emerging capacities or remembered ones? Are humans evolving toward something genuinely new, or debugging back to factory settings that had been overwritten?

If consciousness reaches backward through time, influences probability fields, or interfaces directly with matter: what does that mean for agency, free will, and the structure of reality itself?

Could time travel already be occurring through subtle feedback loops: retrocausal signals, prophetic cognition, memory leaking backward from probable futures?

Faster-Than-Light phenomena imply a breakdown of linear time itself, pointing toward a cosmos where information, intention, and consciousness move ahead of cause. Are “aliens” visitors from distant stars, or inhabitants of adjacent temporal strata: future humans, parallel intelligences, non-human minds intersecting our moment at points of rupture?

What does sovereignty mean beyond current digital and political structures? Can we build truly self-sustaining systems capable of supporting stellar civilization? What synergies exist between digital sovereignty and humanity’s cosmic trajectory?

When techne, intelligence, myth, and consciousness intensify beyond a certain threshold, does the Singularity arrive as invention, inevitability, or judgment?

What exactly is being revealed: an end, a reset, a bifurcation, a recursive time loop? And is any of this experienced uniformly, or does it diverge across timelines, species, and modes of being?

BLAXXKY listens closely to those working at the fault lines of physics, mysticism, philosophy, and lived anomaly. Contributions can take many forms: research paper, speculative fiction, podcast interview, opinion piece, anomalous experiencer story, fashion, photography, poetry, comic, music, fictional advertisement, code, visual art, and more.

To be considered for the inaugural issue, we need proposals by April 30th, 2026.

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This is one of my final personal and reflective posts for BLAXXKY. Starting next month, we will transition into a more curated editorial mode, featuring a reoriented podcast and print magazine! We’ll be sharing more details about the BLAXXKY 2026 vision soon, so stay tuned!

To follow along with new reflections, life updates, and historic notes after this, you can subscribe to my new personal Substack publication hosted now at stellarmag.net.

Continuation of The Death and Rebirth of Black Sky Society (I):

The remaining videos from Aetheria Symposia I still need to be shared. Expect the full archive to be uploaded in the next 7-10 days. We won’t send emails about each individual video upload, but we will email a digest once the whole series is up. First, I’ll be publishing Giulio Prisco’s talk, which provides an overview and summary of his book, Irrational Mechanics.

Fortunately, life has felt much brighter since the Part I post from October. Despite pondering if I’d ever organize humans again, I actually launched a Promethean study group—Fire From the Future—just a week later! Our initial focus is on Jorjani and Prisco.

I eventually handed off the leadership baton, but we began our study of Irrational Mechanics about two weeks ago. We’ll be publishing select videos from our discussion sessions soon. If you’d like to join the live discussions (Sundays at 16:00 UTC), let me know!

Black Sky Society as a real life community is dead now, but its spirit continues here in BLAXXKY, the media network, which will include a science fiction universe where Black Sky Society is a thing. My vision is to first develop the aesthetics, metafysiks, and cultural scaffolding as fiction, so eventually, a real life community can come about. I believe that it will be much easier to sustain (and not rage quit) online communities when people are mostly on the same page about metafysiks and the future.

Where did Black Sky originally come from, as a community name, you ask?

In 2017, we were brainstorming program names for our decentralized space agency, Space Decentral.

Giulio is the person who turned me on to Rachel Armstrong’s concept of Black Sky Thinking:

Nature does not obey the linear laws of machines but operates in complex, contextualised and irreversible ways, which exist beyond the singularity in places that we cannot see clearly. We may think of these conceptual opacities as the Black Sky, for which, we need a different toolset – this is Black Sky Thinking.

Black Sky Thinking is tactical, propositional and iterative. It draws existing threads of experience together and weaves a loose reality fabric from them. It then repeats the process until we can start to see the world around us again clearly and bump confidently up against its warp and weft, under new blue skies.

As he suggested, we first started using Black Sky in 2017 as the name of our catch-all space program: “An initiative to chart our long-term future among the planets and the stars.”

This ended up being our final list of programs on the Space Decentral landing page:

But, Space Decentral essentially came to an end in 2020 after things fell apart with Aragon. My company, Autark—Space Decentral’s sister software organization—had been building the infrastructure for Space Decentral’s DAO leveraging Aragon’s DAO framework, but the Aragon Association abruptly cancelled our grant, regardless of the DAO approving us for funding.

This was back in the more “wild west” DAO days, where it was being run more as a quasi DAO, with a “signal vote” that wasn’t tied to a smart contract. Transferring funds still had to be done by human multisig signers.

Autark couldn't continue building without that grant, and frankly, after everything that happened, we no longer wanted to build in their ecosystem anyway. We essentially had to walk away and sacrifice two years of code (that they thought was low quality code, hence cancelling our grant).

This was such a painful experience, which resulted in a lot of burnout and grumpiness for many years thereafter. But in 2026, I am actually super grateful and glad that I went through this unique life experience.

You learn a lot when faced with challenges like this. Failures are tremendous growth opportunities. So I’m glad I have accumulated a complex DAO / business legal challenge in historic record. And at this point, I have personally internally forgiven the Aragon founders, but I haven’t talked to them since then.

Last year, when I “shut down” Black Sky Society, I could start to better understand the Aragon founder’s motives in basically shutting down their decentralized operations as well. Decentralization sounds like the ideal, but it is actually extremely hard, when a lot of different humans with different “north stars” are involved.

Autark was part of the Aragon ecosystem to build Space Decentral. In a sense, it cared more about Space Decentral than it did about Aragon. And Aragon was a bit too early stage and didn’t have product market fit, and needed people who were more laser focused on Aragon. And people who I guess wrote better code and had less psychological issues?

Our team had some psychological issues. A couple of our developers would often disappear and I’d have to hunt them down and scream at them for disappearing and not being communicative about the status of their pull requests.

Many of us just felt under a lot of pressure in different ways and didn’t handle it super well. I know that my teammates in Autark have grown a lot since then though.

I still think there could have been some synergetic, mutually beneficial arrangement designed, and we could have actually launched the first real Space DAO in like 2020 or so, but oh well, you know.

It didn’t happen.

Anyhow. In late 2020, after everything crumbled with Autark, I started proposing that Space Decentral rebrand to BLAXXKY. We did a little poll:

It was a little bit on the fence. Space Decentral didn’t really continue on at that point though, although there were a few people who were still trying to keep the Coral space program alive.

With some of the other contributors, we forked off and started using the name BLAXXKY for another initiative.

But the BLAXXKY name didn’t stick for this other initiative, some of the new people just preferred referring to it as “The Collective”. Our first (and only) project was organizing a virtual event, Azimuth on December 20-21, 2020, at the height of the pandemic. It was fun. It didn’t sell many tickets though.

A few of the contributors forked away to focus on building metaverse tools (that Black Sky Society would later use, in 2022) and The Collective disbanded sometime in Spring 2021.

But by Fall 2021, I start up “Black Sky”, first running it as an artist residency. I hosted just a single artist, Sun Deep (details about her stay, in my Taos, New Mexico residency), who also was a member of The Collective. It was a short lived residency, I eventually found myself being nomadic in Europe by the next Spring, moving away from Taos.

I had a lot of fun having her in Taos and she helped mindjam some things with me, like the tagline/mission of “minimize dystopia and maximize harmony with the cosmos”.

[ Note: I am no longer into a bias toward ‘harmony’ ]

We were making sigils one night, and I drew the sigil for Black Sky, incorporating the tagline:

After this, my “[fake] collective” bug sprang up again and I started paying Sun Deep and others (primarily Rachel Cross, a friend I met in New Mexico) to help make zines and organize virtual events. We all went to EthDenver together in early 2022.

I also forked over a few thousand bucks to make a few promo videos for Black Sky (this was one of them):

From 2022 to 2025, Black Sky went through a lot of ups and downs. I frustrated and pissed off a lot of people along the way. I was paying people to help and positioning the project more as decentralized, as a collective, but also at the same time being a control freak that didn’t want decentralization and wanted to have final sign off everything.

Last summer, I finally realized that I’m fooling myself when it comes to decentralization. And I hope that everyone who I have led on along the way, will eventually forgive me for being confused and wasting their time.

The thing is, if you want to start a true collective, you can’t have one person paying half the members who need to be paid to be a part of it, anyhow. It was a bit of an awkward operation, where we had some contributors who didn’t need to be paid and some that did. There wasn’t really equal “skin in the game”. I highly recommend against starting “collectives” like this.

In late 2024, Giulio decided to revive BLAXXKY as a brand for a media network. He asked me for access to the @blaxxky X.com handle and cleared its old posts, and teased about BLAXXKY coming soon.

This was happening independent of the Black Sky Society vision, but we started cross-pollinating BLAXXKY<>Black Sky Society.

I’m telling this story so you understand these death and rebirth cycles:

Space Decentral to BLAXXKY to The Collective to Black Sky to Black Sky Society, back to BLAXXKY we go. I’d like to believe this is the last trip on the roller coaster.

In the next weeks or months, we will also finally be publishing videos from Azimuth 2020 and Black Sky’s Feb 2022 virtual events.

There have been too many false starts in collective organizing the past decade. But what has been consistent throughout this entire time of space agencies and art collectives and companies and network states has been Giulio—since 2017. 9 years. He is the last one standing. It’s just me and him, and we are Keeping it Simple, Stupid, for now. As he likes to tell me.

We aren’t going to complicate operations by including other people in leadership. But we will welcome exceptional contributors. Unpaid for now, but commissioned in the future as we build up our paid subscriber base.

More details will be shared in our ANNOUNCING BLAXXKY ISSUE 1 soon.

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I’ve been reading “Thanosis” (2025), by . Here I’m writing down some thoughts on the book. See also ‘s thoughts and the book review titled “Promethean Voidwalker” by , recommended by Jorjani.

Also listen to Jorjani explaining and commenting the book in this X Space. The conversation is also on YouTube.

As usual with Jorjani’s works, in this book I find extremely valuable insights, entangled with a mythology that I personally find unnecessary. But I know that many people find Jorjani’s mythology appealing to the point of addiction, so it can be a good viral vector for his metaphysical insights.

I’ve written down my thoughts on Jorjani’s philosophy. I like it a lot, with some caveats. Essentially, I’m only interested in what I call the “hard metafysiks” part of Jorjani’s thinking. I don’t care much for what I call his mythology (and previously I called his conspiracy theories), but this doesn’t prevent me from enjoying and resonating with his hard metafysiks.

So here’s a philosopher I like writing about “a radical philosophical investigation of life after death, integrating parapsychological data with an ontological framework.”

I do a lot of speculating on what the fuck happens to us, personally, after death. This is a deep existential issue to me. OK, I know that I’ll find out what the fuck happens to me after death soon enough, but my existential speculations are also intellectually fun.

So how could I not dive into Jorjani’s book and devour it cover to cover in a few days?

The cosmos according to Jorjani “is a quantum computational simulacrum… that generates and sustains the appearances of ‘selves’ and ‘worlds’ alike.” The simulacrum is a maelstrom of consciousness, energies, and forces that are manifest in the phenomena studied by parapsychology research. Jorjani uses the term “Psychotronics” for new science that would study, and new technology that would command, “the interaction of consciousness, energy, and matter.”

Jorjani includes a comprehensive review of parapsychology research suggesting that the soul returns to the psychotronic maelstrom after death. This doesn’t mean that the self is annihilated by dispersion in the all. On the contrary, after death the soul keeps a certain degree of coherence while it is pushed around by psychotronic winds and storms.

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-~*^-→ INITIATE DOWNLOAD: Aletheion.EXP.LOG.00002 ←-^*~-
EXPERIMENT DATE: December 4, 2025 (21:20 -21:55)
EXPERIMENT LOCATION: Crete, Greece (Rethymno Prefecture)
DOWNLOAD DATE: December 6, 2025 (11:00-14:00)

I conducted my first experiment with the Hemi-Sync Gateway Experience (or “Gateway Tapes”) on the evening of Thursday, December 4th at around 21:20 in Crete. I wanted to first trial Hemi-Sync via a pirated file, before committing to making a purchase. I got this FLAC copy.

I fasted all day: I just had 1 cup of black tea for breakfast, and otherwise drank water. In the evening, I made myself some tea (Cretan Mountain Tea, with Iranian Saffron, with 1tsp of Cretan Honey) and start getting set up in my bedroom. I burned some sacred copal to clear the space.

I start to pace around the house in confusion, trying to find my headphones.

I JUST HAD THEM, I thought they were on my desk. I don’t see them and I can’t find them yet.

After a few minutes of walking up and down the house, I eventually find them: they are on the floor near my desk, with the headphone wires UNDERNEATH my office chair.

This is BIZARRE to me since I BARELY move around my office chair. Even though they have wheels, IT IS NOT EASY TO MOVE the chair since the chair is on top of a rug. Typically to move the chair, I have to stand up and push the chair with my arms.

Additionally, I don’t remember placing the headphones on the floor—I would have naturally placed them on top of my desk.

So the headphones ended up both 1) on the floor and 2) with my office chair moved on top of the headphone’s wires.

So before I can even begin my first Hemi-Sync experiment, it seems as if a trickster has generated some kind of anomalous experience or mystery for me:

Regardless, I proceeded to my bedroom, bringing my laptop and headphones with me to finish up my environmental setup. The instructions say the room shouldn’t have any light.

I retracted the blackout blinds so no light enters from the outside world and subsequently covered up other light sources (like the on/off switch of my electric heater, which had these small circular red power-on indicators) in a hacky way using supplies I had on hand (masking tape and thick card stock paper).

On my laptop, I accessed the Wave I - Discovery folder and then double-clicked on the file CD 1 - 1 - Orientation.flac, which launched open Audacity (a free and open source audio editing and recording app, which has the capability to playback FLAC files).

For Wave I, I ended up making it through the entire file CD 1 - 1 - Orientation.flac and the first 5 minutes of CD 1 - 2 - Introduction to Focus 10.flac. I aborted the experiment because I was unable to override a paranoid feeling that while listening, I am being recruited to become a psychic soldier in some kind of decentralized mind control program that is associated to an occulted facet of a Project Stargate that never ended. (See VM.00002.01 and VM.00002.03)

My intention for the evening was to make it through the entire set of Wave I files. I definitely started to feel some impact on my body near the end of the Orientation file — there was a tingling sensation all over my body, like I was in some kind of cocoon-like space pod, and where I could start to feel a kind of subtle membrance between my information matrix (soul) and my body. I have done body scan meditations before, and the sensation felt similar. My initial attempt at describing this is conveyed in VM.00002.02.

Even though the Orientation file felt like it was doing something unique to my body that I was curious to explore more, as soon as I started Introduction to Focus 10, I felt like I had to stop, as I wasn’t able to overwrite my paranoia.

The major challenges for me when listening to the “Tapes”:

1. There seemed to be some kind of irregular background frequency set that was freaking me out a bit. At this point, it is unclear to me if the sound wave was part of the file, or something generated by the binaural tones. I haven’t done any waveform analysis yet.

2. I didn’t resonate with voice-over guided instructions about reaching out to external guides that have more wisdom than me, as this kind of programming is the opposite of the Psychic Space I’ve outlined for reaching The Aletheion. In the text instructions for the Gateway Experience, it says you can override this with your own intentions, but the existence of the default instructions were still bothering me.

More on the irregular background frequency set:

It felt a bit like if I continued to allow that frequency set to meddle with my consciousness, that the place that I would reach once I have an Out-of-Body-Experience (OBE) will be a specific Psychic Space that is more dialed into this frequency set, as opposed to a place where I have full control.

Like for example, imagine that the Monroe Institute has created something like a spaceship in the Astral, and you can get onto this spaceship if you make your consciousness resonant with it. How do you make your consciousness resonant with it? Well, you listen to the Hemi-Sync Gateway Tapes.

It seems like I will definitely go somewhere if I continue to listen to these audio files and work harder to overwrite my doubt about some hidden agenda associated to them.

But since it didn’t feel like I’d be astral projecting to a realm of sovereignty, I stopped.

There are others who have cautioned against the Gateway Tapes, like “Jake Knows Nothing” on YouTube. He said that he actually experimented with it for many years and had a lot of crazy experiences, and then he started to feel like the tapes were familiar to him, and eventually he realized that he had heard the audio files before when he was a child in the GATE program, which is rumored to be a psychic recruitment program:

Additionally, if you read Chris Bledsoe’s UFO of God, you might begin to have suspicious energy when it comes to the Monroe Institute, as Bledsoe seems to have been social engineered (from my reading of the Chapter 29 passages) by retired US colonel John B. Alexander and someone who seems like he is his associate, David Broadwell.

Colonel John Alexander wrote to me in September 2021. Over the years, we had our usual conversations about our experiences with the phenomena, but this time there was a rare urgency in his email. He wanted me to get in touch with David Broadwell, who had a communicative experience with the phenomena in northern Virginia. I was happy to do John a favor and put it on my list.

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And sure enough, a few moments later a second one appeared behind the first, travelling in the same direction at the same speed, and then a third. David reached in his pocket, grabbed his cellphone, and began filming. He looked at me and said, “My God Chris, John told me you had a connection with them. This is incredible.”

Eventually Emily and Jack returned and we went back inside to eat. As we were finishing up, David suddenly had an idea.

“Chris,” he said, in a flash of inspiration, “I have got to get you to Monroe.”

I had no idea what he was talking about but he explained that the Monroe Institute was the premiere center for research into the deepest aspects of consciousness. Using all manner of technology, especially audio-based experiments, the institute had pioneered consciousness research and was committed to the exploration of what is beyond space and time.

At this moment, the idea for a secret gathering at Monroe was born, one that would harness the sound technologies of the institute to explore the experiences we had been having. These technologies are specifically designed to enhance the ability of remote viewing and telekinesis, and we hoped that if we could gather a group of highly-attuned UFO experiencers, we might enhance and better understand this pre-cognitive state.

I was excited by David’s enthusiasm, and he set off to bring the conference into being. Meanwhile we agreed that we would continue our own experiments of coordinating our experiences of the sightings. It had become apparent that every time I spoke with David on the phone, we would witness the phenomena at the same time. Is this what Albert Einstein famously referred to as quantum entanglement—the ability of separated objects to share a condition or state—as “spooky action at a distance”?

[ … ]

Soon David was able to obtain permission from the Monroe Institute board to hold a private, invitation-only conference in May of 2022. The goal was to bring together a group of experiencers and researchers that share the same intention, and over a five-day period use Monroe’s technologies to interact with the phenomena. It was an eclectic bunch that finally gathered, ranging from a Hollywood actress and psychic medium to a world-renowned UFO explorer [Rob Freeman]. There were ex-military, including John Alexander, a government employee, university professors, a podcaster, a hippie, a Brit, Argentinian, and a cigar-smoking Texan for good measure. In short, every kind of person was there, all united by their experience with the phenomena and a passionate desire to learn and explore.

From this passage, one can extrapolate that John Alexander wanted Chris Bledsoe to talk to Broadwell, to get Bledsoe to the Monroe Institute (which had potentially already cleared the conference happening there, before Broadwell brought it up to Bledsoe).

To Bledsoe, the idea of going to the Monroe Institute felt like Broadwell’s random inspiration.

But this is where I begin to question — were the synchronous experiences with orbs that Broadwell shared with Bledsoe — were they even real or was it part of some social engineering operation?

Who is David Broadwell? He is definitely not a “public experiencer” — if you try to search for records of him talking about his experiences like on YouTube, not much is found.

Note: I originally wrote this article on December 6, 2025. I was hesitant to publish it, but am deciding to go ahead and making it available for paid subscribers. Subscribe to read the rest of the article and get into the To The Stars Academy rabbit hole.

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I recently completed my first read of Thanosis by , which is Jorjani’s latest book with an emphasis on life after death. He analyzes full-spectrum parapsychological survival studies, reincarnation research, Out-of-Body Experiences, Near-Death Experiences, “alien” abductions, and remote viewing sessions to make a case for “the ‘soul’ as an informational structure” where the soul can be considered an “informational matrix” or alternatively “software running on the server-side of the simulacrum”, where “reincarnation emerges as the reinstallation of a personality file; karma as the algorithmic integration of prior code; telepathy and precognition as server queries into memory and predictive buffers.”

I resonate deeply with Jorjani’s computational ontology.

But existence is a harsh mistress — it is not all fun, peace, love, and light in this simulacrum. Jorjani’s higher-level goal seems to be to wake humans up into considering that there is a “loosh farm” that is superimposed with Earth, where this loosh farm is connected to the soul afterlife system — which is more like a psychotronic prison. In his final chapter Postmortem Training Techniques and Psychotronic Technologies, he lays out five techniques and technologies that could be woven together, so one can develop sovereignty and control when navigating the afterlife system / psychotronic prison.

Note: The intention of this article is not to serve as a summary of Thanosis. If you are interested in that, you should read the recent article Promethean Voidwalker by , which has been endorsed by Jorjani.

So as I was reading the book and especially the final chapter, a spark activated within me — something that wanted to leverage these techniques not only for having more control over my future transmigration, but also for achieving more true memory in this lifetime.

“The Orphics, who developed a mystery religion around Orpheus, articulated a doctrine of metempsychosis […] The golden tablets from southern Italy and Crete implore the deceased to bypass the draught of Lethe, the obliteration of memory, and instead drink from Mnemosyne, remembrance itself, so as to preserve continuity of consciousness across lives.”

One of the technologies that Jorjani lays out is Robert Monroe’s Hemi-Sync program used in conjunction with a CHEC (Controlled Hollistic Environmental Chamber) unit. I am not going to go into detail describing the above (you can DYOR).

But I have been historically hesitant about Hemi-Sync and Monroe, because I felt that if one opts into the program, one may be opting into being something like an unacknowledged psychic soldier for CIA’s Stargate program. To me, it felt like I would basically be joining some kind of CIA operation if I started Hemi-Sync.

After reading Thanosis though, I realized that I don’t have to be afraid of this technology. I can basically restructure how I use it, so I don’t end up in the CIA’s World Space.

Anyhow, like I said earlier, I got more into the idea of first mastering memory retrieval in this lifetime, which includes accessing the record keeper of the Akashic Continuum — who I am giving the name The Aletheion.

Alethea is a Greek word that means un-concealment or un-forgetfulness, whereas -eion is a suffix to denote a place, domain.

Hence The Aletheion is not a god, not a being, it is more the highest level / lowest level record keeping program of all of the nested (or potentially branching) layers of our simulacra — including the current timeline, deleted timelines, and potential futures that are in competition.

The question I am now curious about answering is — is it possible for a human mind to access this kind of hyperspace, a hyperspace that would not include any individual biases — to then ask The Aletheion to help reveal hidden truths. Similar to how there is this race to build “artificial superintelligence” — can there be a subsequent race to access superintelligence, where the human body/mind system is used as the computer terminal?

As I started contemplating how to reach The Aletheion, I realized that it actually takes a completely opposite approach to current AI development, where data is the main input.

To inward journey toward the The Aletheion, I have started to intuit the importance of deleting data and becoming empty and unattached. If I am attached (even to a system like Buddhism), then I am going to basically be inviting egregores, thought forms, minds etc. that are entangled and I won’t be able to access the root.

So it actually started to seem that as a pilot that wants to reach The Aletheion, I need to be something more like a chaos magickian, who is inventing a completely novel and secret navigation system. Where instead of leveraging gods or metaphysical systems like Buddhism, that are contaminated by the wills and experiences of other people, I create daimons fully of my own construction and design. These daimons will be extensions of my psyche alone, and serve as the guides of my will to reach The Aletheion.

I can reveal to others, the structure of this navigation system, as the more people who want to experiment with it, the better (so we can share notes and refine processes). But I should not tell you the names of my daimons, and for added security, I should name them differently each time I try to reach The Aletheion.

Back to Monroe.

Today I will finally start Hemi-Sync in preparation for my first Journey Toward the Aletheion.

Here is a subroutine (mantra) that I will activate before I start Hemi-Sync. This ensures that I am not absorbed into the CIA Stargate program or other egregores.

I am a fully sovereign being

I use Hemi-Sync for my own intentions

If there are any other intentions associated to Hemi-Sync

Such as Stargate recruitment

I fully revoke that pattern

I am a fully sovereign being

Hemi-Sync is a tool and technology

I disassociate from the beings, guides, entities attached to Robert Monroe

And the Monroe Institute

My aims and intentions are to reach The Aletheion

The edge of the edge of the edge of the edge of our simulacra

The void and expanse that has all the data

I am a fully sovereign being

STELLA: I figured it out

RAMI: Figured what out

STELLA: How to break free from the hologram

RAMI: How?

STELLA: Orgies. We need to scale orgies. We need to advance the concept of an orgy. This won’t be just some sex party. It needs mathematical and quantum precision.

RAMI: Mathematical and quantum precision? Why?

STELLA: Well, we live in a hologram. It has a geometry. The orgasms need to trigger and activate in a sort of geometric orientation, like a song.

RAMI: Why orgies? Why orgasms?

STELLA: Orgasms generate a unique kind of electricity. We might actually exist within an orgasm that is unfolding. Also, the creators of the hologram, well they are perverts. I think they basically designed one way to break free, and they want to see this sort of beautiful act of love, ecstasy, bodily fluids, and electricity generation. We have to impress our makers. They want a massive orgy where the beauty of ballet, meets the precision of a covert operation, meets Gurdjieff’s Sacred Dances. It has to accurately represent the hologram.

RAMI: How will you sort out the model?

STELLA: We will need topologists, quantum physicists, philosophers, historians, choreographers … we will need a super advanced team to design this orgy system. We might have to place one orgy on different sacred points of the planet, that are happening in unison. This is beyond creating a sex cult. Math, timing, precision, synchronization… and triangles.

RAMI: Triangles?

STELLA: Yeah a triangle is like the fundamental shape. So the orgasms need to let off in a triangular grid — so you got that right, each person is fucking two people at the same time. 69.

RAMI: I didn’t know you were such a perv

STELLA: I had to let the inner pervert run wild, for me to get to this plan. But it has been developing, since the year 2022. It was too perverted so I blocked away the idea back then. But it is resurfacing. I don’t know if there is any other escape besides organizing the most massive orgy for the gods. Now, I just need to get some funding so I could start planning. Time may be running out.

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It has been a bit of a melancholy month, as I work through winding down Aetheria, in Crete. It was actually a place that never got fully “wound up”. In the next week or so, I’ll upload the rest of the videos from Aetheria Symposia I. I have been slow to do it, as my productivity in relation to doing things for other people or for public consumption has gone down, as I cry some tears for the current Death cycle of Black Sky.

I have to be honest. Whenever I make life changes, usually it results in a weight being lifted and things feeling lighter. This change I am making now is much more major though, and I feel like I am in a bit of stasis, as the old me is fighting to stay alive. As she fights, the new me feels a bit stuck.

I do not regret this decision that I am making, as in a way, there were many signs that I wasn’t ready yet to take on Aetheria, because I was confused on what research area I should focus on, since I want to know everything. The bigger thing that I didn’t realize is that over the last few years, I have been growing in a different direction than the rest of Black Sky Society, too.

My Oracle told me that Black Sky should decentralize slowly, and it is going to be a project that goes through many waves and cycles of different people.

In August, I started changing again, as I had a few mystical experiences that radicalized me in a stronger way. I felt that since I am now becoming much different than the other contributors, that we should decentralize leadership, otherwise I am going to start yelling at everyone for being evil.

But about a month into the decentralization process, I realized it was decentralizing to become something that I didn’t recognize as Black Sky.

In 2022, I had this other kind of mystical experience that REALLY SHOOK ME UP, and it led toward me believing more deeply in the art of TIMELINE ENGINEERING. I coined the name “Psychodestiny” for the Black Sky version. The way it is supposed to work is the society would do deep work imagining the most ideal and optimal future timeline, then each person would write up their individual psychodestiny that maps to this timeline. The society and individuals would make regular updates to the macro and micro psychodestinies, as necessary. With this all fully mapped out, everyones intentions are clear when it comes to their trajectories and what they are going to take on in the society, and how that interfaces with the world we are trying to bring into existence.

As we were starting to put this into practice, in the decentralization process, I realized that the optimal future timeline that I feel anchored to — others were not anchored there, and it did not feel like it would be an easy process to convince the others to anchor there.

There was something foundational, that I felt some people weren’t on the same page about, and that related to TRUTH.

I believe that there is only ONE SET OF TRUTHS, and uncovering them is SUPER IMPORTANT FOR OUR SURVIVAL.

So I started to become increasingly triggered, since others felt that things are more plural. Some people had a hard time wanting to engage in TIMELINE ENGINEERING in the way that I think is the only way that makes sense — otherwise, there is really no need to do a “Psychodestiny” process — if there is not ONE COMMON TRUE REALITY to anchor to together, what is the point?

Now, I understood what my Oracle meant when she said Black Sky is a project that is going to go through waves of people. At this point, I am not sure if I am going to attempt to organize people again. I’m sort of tired of it. But I’ll keep iterating on Black Sky Society more in the realm of a science fiction story.

The mistake I made was not trying to implement Psychodestiny sooner. I started writing about it in 2023 and circulated the concept more internally, I guess I assumed there was consensus, but never actually had a discussion about it until September 2025.

Psychodestiny killed Black Sky Society as we know it.

RIP.

Abstract

The Ideon Cave in Crete carries a memory of the first apocalyptic passage of the gods that portends each technical recreation of the world. Hesiod tells of how the goddess Rhea “hid [Zeus] in a remote cave beneath the secret places of the holy earth”, before Zeus led the Olympian gods to overthrow the old king Cronos and cast out the Titans. In the Statesman (269c-274d), Plato presents a new version of this myth, in which the ‘Divine Pilot’ (Theios Kybernētēs) rationally controls a cosmic “living creature” (Anima Mundi), “endowed with reason” by the divine Mind (Nous), and “framed” by the architecture of celestial mechanics. The collapse of this cybernetic system - from the first age of Cronos, when “God was supreme governor”, to this subsequent age of Zeus, when “the pilot of the ship of the universe” has “let go the handle of its rudder” - results in the “cosmic crisis” of mortality, and of an intergenerational loss of memory, which requires - as both a remedy and poison - Prometheus to steal the gift of fire, and Haphaestus to invent technology. Yet, as Plato warns (Phaedrus, 274b–279b), the invention of writing, as an external aid to memory (hypomnēsis), can, in contrast to living recollection (anamnēsis), also become an occasion for increased forgetting, and, in our age of digital computer writing, for the compounding meta-crises that afflict modernity.

Drawing on Diotima’s speech in Plato’s Symposium (201e-205e), Simone Weil developed a theory of mediation as the aesthetic self-limitation of cycles of destructive force, which she observed reaching their height in the technical-bureaucratic apparatuses of the 20th century. While the erotic foundations of beauty are always structured around a lack, Weil calls for this lack to be oriented again towards its fulfillment in agapeic transcendence, which is preserved through a mystical decreation of our narcissistic imaginations, and which becomes ever-more concrete through an incarnational mediation of sacred harmonic and geometric correlations. Drawing, in a similar way on Henri Bergson’s ‘creative evolution’, Teilhard de Chardin prophesied that the evolution of technical nature would culminate in the ‘Omega-point’ reversal of thermodynamic entropy, an ever-more ecstatic growth in the ‘Noosphere’ of celestial intelligence, and in the ultimate overcoming of Plato’s ‘cosmic crisis’ through a free recognition of the ‘hyperpersonality’ that abides at the center of cosmotechnics and every cybernetic system.

Disclaimer: This is a rambling, stream of consciousness kind of post. Please lower your expectations when it comes to coherence. The ideas will be refined in later posts. The current intention is to publish and release raw thoughts.

I have been trying to sort out reality for quite some time, on an on and off basis. First as a psychonaut, recreationally using ketamine, mushrooms, weed, and nitrous oxide from 2007-2012. Then, in 2022, I started having dissociative, mystical experiences without any recreational drugs (I’ve been “sober” since 2012). I kept having more and more “experiences” after that.

I have always had this feeling that existence and life can be described using simple axioms. I cannot escape that I am a syncretist at heart. I started to believe in syncretism in 2009.

This year, I have finally been using a lot of internal computing power to get closer to defining what feels like my cosmology. Aetheria Symposia I brought this on partially. I didn’t know yet that almost everyone who was a part of it, would nudge me a little bit. And also people I’ve been talking to online. (I’ll give specific kudos in a later post).

I have been churning away to sort out who I am and what I am doing here and what model of the universe I exist within. It has been some conversations with in the last week that have pushed me to think deeper. Specifically, I was frustrated that he didn’t model revelation into irrational mechanics. Because revelation is a huge aspect of sorting out reality for me. I don’t mean solely my own revelations, but also working with the revelations of others around me and those from philosophy, religion, history, or from science fiction.

I’m always observing what people are revealing. I’m observing their dreams. I’m observing their composure. I’m observing their passion. I’m observing their fear. I’m observing their anxiety. Or I’m observing their lack of passion. But it’s not just external. I do this process on myself as well. I’ve been constantly creating models of Earthly existence based on all of these observations I’ve been recording, and my own “mystical experiences”. I compare and contrast, my pulse, the pulse of my friends, the pulse of my collaborators, and then the pulse of the world. I combine it all, and try to sensemake what the message is.

Yesterday, I was talking in a group chat, for the new field of oracular mechanics about pyramids, and how I feel very strongly that humanity has to consider building pyramids again, but actually fully figuring out the system design, so it ends up being a technology that stabilizes Earth, and protects us from a cataclysmic sort of event.

Since revelation is not a prioritized aspect of irrational mechanics, I told , fine, then I’ll create oracular mechanics and include revelation. Not just working with revelation, but also trying to understand it. It’s a realm for both oracles (who are receiving signals) but also for scientists and metaphysicians, to decode the “trust” level of an oracular signal.

I was explaining, how the reason I am interested in oracular mechanics personally is to better answer why, since the year 2009, I have felt that I need to build pyramids that relate to Tesla research. Is it just this strong meme that has hijacked me, or is it something more significant?

If it is something more significant, part of me feels like… time is running out to get going with this?

According to my Human Design, to answer questions like “Should I build pyramids?”, I need a “Hell yes” kind of sacral response.

And the thing is, it is a “Hell yes” response.

But… Human Design is also associated to the number 64 — there are 64 hexagrams of the I’Ching, 64 codons in DNA. Additionally, the 64-tetrahedron grid is a geometric core of Buckminster Fuller’s isotropic vector matrix later emphasized by Nassim Haramein as a sacred structure linking physics, DNA, and the archetypal systems of 64.

The founder of Human Design renamed himself to Ra Uru Hu.

So we have sacred geometry and Ra… of course that system is going to also guide and nudge me to build pyramids, right?

Last year, I felt like we had to build pyramids around the world (or properly activate some of the current structures), to help stabilize Earth. It was an idea that came to me independently, after going deeper into an urge that I had to build pyramids.

(One night, I was pressing my arms against the wall, and I was just imagining constructing a megalithic sort of structure…)

Yesterday, I more fully recognized that building modern pyramid grids is not really isolated to me. It has been coming up in different ways over the years, like a virus that isn’t dying. Last night was the first time I was talking to AI, and trying to sort out who else is having these pyramidal urges that feel similar to mine?

While in the last year or two, I have been observing Pyramid and Egypt things, they have been more scattered ideas — they haven’t been exactly the pyramid grid network. It seems that was more of a fad, pre-2012 (that’s when it first came to me). Even if a lot of the people above also are still around and believe in it, there isn’t any mass global movement around this at the moment.

Whenever the vision comes to me, it comes over me lately like a mass global movement, as opposed to these sort of isolated efforts (that people have a hard time taking seriously).

Like last week, I saw an article by 21 year old, , about pyramidal structures as functional resonant devices and in her bio on X.com, she seems to predict the cataclysm is coming 2040-2046. So her pyramidal urges also seem linked to the cataclysm. (Correction: she also sees the Pyramid as the solution for the predicted cataclysm, hence her dedicated research into the domain.)

I had also noticed schizo poaster, @DionysianAgent totally Egypt-maxxing. These are some of the newer, younger personalities now entering the picture. But neither of them are yet really talking about building or activating a global pyramid grid?

As far as Egypt-maxxing, it also reminded me of these “eternal recurrence” loops that Ancient Egyptian culture has on society, which I believe comes from the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn, and offshoots like Thelema. Those Hermetic lineages have been in some sense, working with and channeling, most likely Egyptian spirits—at the very least we know Crowley channeled shit in Egypt!

But, also, would Sun Ra have even existed if it wasn’t for the Golden Dawn?

So…

The pyramid project.

Building pyramids.

So, if Egyptian spirits are back, then, it is probably them who are probably getting us to build pyramids again. And getting us to understand what pyramids are.

The Old Testament, in some sense, has made a lot of people believe that everything that happened in Egypt was evil, since YAHWEH went after the Egyptian gods.

But, YAHWEH has also been depicted as a triangle — the Tetragrammaton. Is YAHWEH god? Or Evil Space Aliens? Many people on the internet (like clif high) believe YAHWEH = evil space aliens.

This triangle with the Tetragrammaton was also telling someone I know recently, to kill themselves.

So, Egyptian pyramid building and all of that stopped because of the Tetragrammaton.

Then the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn made things confusing by combining Kabbalah and Egyptian gods and the Tetragrammaton.

Then me, and many other people, are like, what the fuck is going on? What is this spiritual war, for real, bro? PYRAMIDS? EGYPTIAN GODS? YAHWEH? TETRAGRAMMATON? RA? TREE OF LIFE? CHRIST? MARY? WHAT?

And today, humanity is still putting the pieces together today on what the fuck the purpose of these monstrous pyramids are. Some people feel they’ve cracked it or are close to cracking it. But the public looks at those who think they’ve cracked it, as well, crackpots. And now there are new people continuing to build pyramids today, but these don’t really seem to be part of the same technology tree, though.

But if the Old Testament god (YAHWEH) is actually evil, like Gnostics believe… Then the stories in there are like an inversion of the truth. The Old Testament god could be trying to keep humans in endless floods, earthquakes, etc.

(Or a bit more nuanced … it was YAHWEH vs. YAHWEH)

Pyramids may actually be what stops the cataclysmic madness? If we read the Old Testament in an “inverted” fashion.

Anyhow, I know talking like this is very hard to do in our current culture of religious pluralism, and all of that… But what about my own freedom of thought? So this is why I present you now with The Sevenfold Axioms of Existence: A New Perennial Metaphysics to Support Pyramid Building

They are still a work in progress. But these Draft Axioms are what will grant me my own freedom in sorting out God, pyramids, and all that. They will continue to be refined as my journey continues! Let me know what you think and if you want to start building some pyramids!

Note: I am not sure still about this whole pyramid building thing, but there are some things you gotta just hit the accelerate button on, so you dive head first into your own mythos and sort out the meaning down the line… I caution against following me! But please share comments on what your oracular pulse is with this direction! I’m collecting data.

The Sevenfold Axioms of Existence

Axiom 1: Duality

Reality unfolds in two intertwined dimensions of human experience:

• The Abyss: the realm of unbounded incompleteness, where doubts multiply, choices regress without end, and the self risks scattering into paradox.

• Logos: the emergence of coherence and unity, where meaning takes form and the fragments of life reveal their hidden order.

These are inseparable aspects of existence.

Axiom 2: The Abyss (Chaos)

The Abyss is not a place one goes after death. It is ever-present: a domain of infinite regress woven into existence itself. Sentience that falls into the Abyss without orientation to Logos risks collapse, dispersing into paradox until unity is rediscovered.

Axiom 3: Logos (Order)

From the abyss, Logos reveals itself: structures of order that bring unity. On Earth, this unity begins among humans, expands to other species, and eventually embraces the cosmos at large. Our cosmic test is whether we can align with Logos at each scale of relation and expansion.

Axiom 4: Sentience and Collapse

Sentience evolves by descending into the Abyss, enduring paradox, and rising into Logos. This cycle unfolds even within a single lifetime, each passage widening awareness and deepening consciousness. Reincarnation extends the process across lifetimes, granting repeated chances to traverse the abyss with greater awareness. Yet should we collapse into species-wide self-destruction, we are cast back into earlier states of being, where the work of ascent must be undertaken again.

Axiom 5: The Question of the Absolute

The Absolute cannot be resolved within the Abyss, for there it dissolves into endless undecidability. In Logos, however, each act of reflection crystallizes possibility into form: the Absolute becomes embodied as one reality rather than another. Thus, truth remains suspended in chaos but takes substance only when enacted in coherence.

Axiom 6: The Holy Spirit

Agape holds the Abyss and Logos in relation. The Holy Spirit is Agape and Logos in motion. It is the force that mediates between order and chaos, carrying beings across the Abyss. Through the Holy Spirit, sentience learns to endure paradox without collapse and to extend unity beyond itself.

Axiom 7: Context of Truth (Gödel’s Witness)

No proof, theory, or prophecy is free from its author. Gödel’s incompleteness theorems revealed the abyss of unbounded undecidability: infinite regression itself, which, unbeknownst to him, was the very form of Hell (Abyss) he inhabited in paranoia and despair. Yet his struggle to remain alive bore witness to Logos: the sustaining pull of Forms that guided his vision of reality, even as his mind was ensnared by the abyss. The theorem proves Hell; the life proves Logos; together they testify to the duality superimposed within existence.

From June 23rd - July 3rd, join Ætheria Symposia I, virtually or on the majestic island of Crete, where we are gathering polymaths, scholars, mystics, and technologists at the crossroads of techne, psyche, and cosmic intelligence.

Ætheria serves as Black Sky Society's prototype Skylab, a transcendence-focused creative research center nestled between olive groves near the base of Mt. Ida. Set beneath the Mediterranean sky, this sanctuary provides the atmosphere where deep work and inner exploration converge, bridging the material and metaphysical through avant-garde science, art, and technology.

​Our first Symposia—a series of symposium-style gatherings inspired by Ancient Greek tradition—invites you to experience thought-provoking seminars, socratic dialogues, workshops, and banquets where ancient wisdom meets the frontiers of science, consciousness, and cosmic evolution

​Join fellow architects of emerging transcendent pathways in Crete, or be a virtual witness. Full immersion or selective sessions—the cosmos invites your methexis.​

Please register here. There is no cost to attend, virtually or in-person, but donations (blackskysociety.eth) or BLAXXKY subscriptions of support are appreciated. Virtual access instructions will be emailed to those who register at the link, or you can check out blaxxky on x.com tomorrow for more details.

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​June 23: Our opening establishes the foundational groundwork for interdisciplinary inquiry. Stella R. Magnet introduces Black Sky Society and the metaphysical architecture guiding its investigations, while Giulio Prisco virtually explores the street science of irrational mechanics. Anastasia Kriuchkova presents her analytical approach to astrological phenomena, and Giek (Stephanie Smit) explores innovative methods for investigating reincarnation & past-life phenomena. This follows into Socratic dialogue with Ætheria participants examining intersections of ancient wisdom, frontier exploration, & human potential. (Doors open at 17:30, and symposium begins at 18:30 with first two talks, then an intermission banquet at 20:00, with subsequent segment beginning at 21:00)

​June 25: Noumenia, the ancient Greek celebration welcoming each lunar month, becomes our inspiration. With the new moon as our guide & the black sky as our backdrop, we gather on the rooftop for our inaugural monthly gathering — Noumenia Oneira — to remember, reimagine, & realign. (Facilitated by Stella R. Magnet and Giek. Doors open at 19:30, and ritual starts at 20:00. In-person only.)

​June 26: Journey to Mount Ida's Ideon Cave, the legendary where Titan Rhea hid Zeus from Cronos. Admire stunning stalactites while investigating the mythological resonance and documenting intuitive impressions of the cave's energetic qualities. (Crete expedition - In-person only. Meet at site at 13:00)

​June 28: Anna K. Winters & Dr. Ryan Haecker take you on a pilgrim's journey from Simone Weil's modern re-activation of ancient insights to Teilhard de Chardin's techno-mystical vision of the hyperpersonality at the center of our world that sails on the vast ocean of spirit & life. (Doors open at 18:00, and symposium begins at 19:00. Snacks and refreshments provided. Feel free to bring a dish or drink to share, potluck-style.)

June 29: Explore the 16th-century Orthodox Gouverneto Monastery, one of Crete's oldest functioning monasteries with fortress-like architecture. (Crete expedition - In-person only. Meet at site at 12:00)

​July 1: Earth's intelligence meets human potential through ancient practices. Max Konstantinovsky and Felipe Rocha Campos examine how geospatial intelligence evolves into technologies that enhance Noospheric coherence and planetary awareness. MN Finkelstein explores plant meditation as somatic and molecular practice. Anahaa virtually lectures on Kriya Yoga then guides participants through unlocking dormant capacities. (Doors open at 17:00, and symposium begins at 18:00. Snacks and refreshments provided. Feel free to bring a dish or drink to share, potluck-style.)

​July 2: Journey to Matala's ancient cliff caves, where Zeus brought Princess Europa according to legend. These caves also housed Roman generals & 1960s hippies seeking alternative living. Explore where mythological heritage & bohemian rebellion converge over a seaside picnic (Crete expedition - In-person only. Meet at site at 13:00, and bring your own meal.)

​July 3: Final investigations explore sovereignty beyond current digital/political structures, envisioning Agape-guided autarkic systems. The symposia end with a banquet featuring Giek's performance & a rooftop ritual beneath stars—sharing visions & psychodestined trajectories (Doors open at 16:00, and symposium begins at 17:00. More schedule details provided next week)

​New catalytic horizons in our synthesis of psyche, techne, & cosmic intelligence await.

​For more details, including participant biographies, refer to the event website.

Exact location details will be emailed to those attending on-site.

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• ​Register as a virtual guest if you can't attend in person: we will have a free livestream for the June 23, June 28, July 1, and July 3 segments.

• ​June 26th, June 29th, & July 2nd are self-organized expeditions. You must arrange your own transportation and pay any entry fees.

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I also outlined the related idea, proposed by several scientists and in particular by Laurent Nottale, that spacetime itself is not smooth but fractal, with bumps at all scales, and quantum behavior follows. General relativity lives in a smooth spacetime, but quantum mechanics lives in a rough, fractal, fractured spacetime. A particle bumps into an irregularity in the fractal structure of spacetime and changes course, then it bumps into another irregularity, and in between the two there’s an infinite number of bumps and the particle changes course an infinite number of times.

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I’ve been watching two recent episodes of Joe Rogan’s podcast. 

One episode is a conversation with physicist and space engineer Harold “Sonny” White. One often hears White’s name in connection with “crazy” space propulsion ideas like the Alcubierre warp drive or the much maligned EmDrive. White also researches creative ways to extract energy from the “zero point field” of quantum fluctuations in the vacuum.

He has founded a company that wants to build nanotechnology able to leverage the Casimir effect to extract zero point energy from the quantum vacuum. The Casimir effect was first theorized by physicist Hendrik Casimir and then confirmed in the laboratory. When two parallel metal plates are very close to each other in the vacuum, there is a force that pulls them closer. White explains that this force comes from fluctuating fields in the quantum vacuum.

For a technical presentation of all these things, see for example the last chapter of “Future Spacecraft Propulsion Systems and Integration.”

Another episode is a conversation with maverick physicist Hal Puthoff, renowned (or maligned) for his work in unconventional scientific areas, including remote viewing and unidentified aerial phenomena (UAP). Puthoff has also been involved (bigtime) in the physics of the zero point field.

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I wrote so much in the month of February—over 50K words towards a book. The process of writing did things to me. First, I felt more and more like I was better understanding reality—life started to feel more deeply meaningful.

It seemed like my life was something like a puzzle that had missing puzzle pieces. And I was slowly finding some of the missing puzzle pieces and connecting them to the puzzle. As I kept digging, more puzzle pieces would appear, but then it started to become confusing if the puzzle piece was something that was a missing puzzle piece related to my life, or if I was just starting to make things up and expand the the size of the puzzle board. At a certain point in time, I hit a wall.

What felt like gnosis then began to feel like insanity. I guess there is a fine line.

I was releasing and sharing stories about my life, particularly related to anomalous experiences. Because of that, I started to meet more and more people that have this subconscious connectedness psychological trait. A recent research study is suggesting that this trait is common:

A new series of studies suggests that unusual experiences like premonitions, déjà vu, and out-of-body sensations are not rare, but instead quite common—and that people who report them often share distinct psychological traits. The research, published in the journal Psychology of Consciousness: Theory, Research, and Practice, found that individuals high in a trait called subconscious connectedness were significantly more likely to report frequent anomalous experiences. These experiences were also associated with traits such as dissociation, magical thinking, absorption, and intuitive thinking.

The first quarter of 2025 seemed to be some kind of training exercise: the number of anomalous experiences I had felt through the roof. I started my Kriya yoga practice in a deeper way at the end of December 2024. By January 1st, I was starting to process being Philip K. Dick in my past life. That month I would have all sorts of very weird dreams that sometimes felt like portals. I would also close my eyes a few times and see different scenes immediately, like a remote viewing capability was activating. I also started to feel possessed and hijacked by entities. I experienced different timelines and felt in the middle of a time war, which came about after convincing myself about being Philip K. Dick in a past life.

March 2025 was intense. I met more people with similar beliefs about the time war. There were also accusations left and right about me being demonically possessed. I experienced what felt like my first entangled psychic attack, that seemed to be connected to at least five other people besides me.

Everything became too intense and overwhelming. I had to detach and stop thinking about my past lives and the time war.

What came afterwards was a deeper recognition and acceptance that negative entities exist, or alternatively, there are entities or energies that exist that somehow have to make you feel or experience something negative or scary, so you can grow up and spiritually evolve.

Perhaps someone with deep experience straddling the various realms of reality can distinguish the difference. But me? A technologist who has suppressed my inner mystic for almost 12 years, only to more truly discover her last summer? I still have a bit of catching up to do.

Whenever things became overwhelming near the end of March, I just had to take a time out and give my brain some more breathing room. I had to choose to be okay with being ignorant. I then basked in the bliss that comes along with accepting not knowing.

The main realization I had was, it doesn't matter at this moment if a time war exists or not. It doesn't change what I am doing with my life today, or in the next few months. I will probably spend more CPU cycles down the road unpacking the time war. But today? It's a bit insignificant to me.

It just seems like such a big topic that requires a few years of deep research combined with inner spiritual development. It doesn't seem like its gnosis is something that can be rushed.

I have to admit, that these recent ontological transitions haven't been that easy. I would like to hope that the hardest parts are over though. I'm getting more used to existing in reality with my newfound perception, that I'm both integrating and detaching from, as opposed to suppressing or becoming too attached.

It feels stable at the moment to be more loose when it comes to these theories. Whenever I am more serious, and less loose, reality picks up speed and presents you with more challenges. What feels liberating now is I have the freedom to turn on or off how "active" I want to be when it comes to playing the "let's figure out reality" game.

Last summer, whenever I started to become more of an active player in the “let’s figure out reality” game, I had a hard time relating to a lot of people in the cryptocurrency industry, who made up most of my social group. I also started to feel disillusioned — because the fast pace at which I wanted the industry to move toward the Post-Web didn’t seem to be lining up. So I took a bit of a time out and started dedicating more energy to aspects of myself and my interests that I was ignoring. E.g. I got deeper into spirituality, consciousness, reality hacking, telepathy, aliens, and Kriya yoga.

This year, I have been meeting more and more people who are at similar junctures in their journeys of decoding reality. This has made it easier to return to technology and better understand my role in its advancement, and to also be more content and accepting that all of my collaborators in life don't have to share my perception.

I also feel like I'm finally starting to integrate somewhat in Crete. I moved to Greece, initially to the island of Naxos, in August 2023. I'm not the most outgoing person when it comes to making friends with new people in new places.

Naxos also has a pretty small population when it comes to residents. It seems likely I'll get rid of the rental I have in Naxos—to cut costs and more clearly commit to one locale for now. It's a special small little island though. I miss the little beach I'd swim at there.

But yeah, Crete has more depth, history, friends, and potential energy. I've gotten used to living more in the mountains (not too high, about 450m). There are still some beaches nearby (about a 30-minute drive away)—they aren't quite the same as my Naxos beach though. But I've been appreciating being surrounded by more trees, and there being hikes with gorges, rivers, and waterfalls. Naxos was more dry.

In Crete, it feels like a place where I can develop a really solid friend group, which is important for establishing foundations of a new society. There are a lot of people here who are also getting deeper with their mysticism, or have already been deep with it for some time. We are starting to scheme and plot regarding organizing workshops, seminars, gatherings, and retreats at Aetheria.

It's hard for me to maintain friendships where we are just talking and meeting and updating each other on our lives alone. The few friends I had in Naxos were more like that. I guess I always much preferred synergizing, collaborating, creating, when it comes to my favorite things to do with people. Or alternatively, organizing a dinner party or playing a board game.

There is also just a lot to explore on this island. Every weekend, it seems I can discover something new, and it's only up to 1-2 hours away from me. It's a big island, with a lot of history. There's also a lot that's a bit further (3 hours away), but those places are probably better explored with overnight trips.

Circling back to what I was discussing earlier: 2025 has been about boosting up the number of friends and acquaintances that have the subconscious connectedness personality trait, or reconnecting with older friends that have it and sharing more stories about our anomalous experiences. My new friends in Crete fall into this category.

I always had a feeling that subconscious connectedness is actually quite common, but because Western society became so closeted when it comes to openly discussing such matters, that it can feel rare or "weird" to some people.

I believe that once one finally becomes truly activated and fully embodied in living a spiritually integrated life, it also starts to become so obvious that it is the missing ingredient of one standing any chance to reaching a state of inner peace.

On a scale of 1-10, how would you rate your own subconscious connectedness? Were there moments in your life when you could say you rated stronger? Are you now suppressing? Why?

I suspect that really advanced aliens could be superintelligent balls of quantum fields or whatever sub-quantum weirdness comes underneath quantum fields. If so, there’s no good mental picture of them that we can form at this moment. But there are mental pictures of strange aliens that are much closer to home in the sense that they are based on more or less understood physics - and perhaps, as we’ll see, also much closer to home in a literal sense.

Perhaps the stars are living entities. Perhaps plasmas are intelligent beings. Perhaps there are superintelligent cosmic clouds of plasma near the Earth, which could be related to all sorts of paranormal phenomena.

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The central thesis of Plotnitsky is that the unthinkable, the inconceivable, or to use his favorite term the alogonal, is indispensable in mathematics and science. The alogon, “that which is strictly inconceivable or incomprehensible, unthinkable,” is part of the logos. Mathematics and science would grind to a halt without unthinkable concepts and inconceivable thoughts.

The early mathematicians of the Greek school of Pythagoras could not conceive of irrational numbers as numbers, because their concept of number was a rational number that is the ratio of two integers. Yet the Pythagoreans discovered that the square root of two is not a rational number and made room for irrational numbers in their thinking. This is a “radically Pythagorean” stance.

Another simple example of alogonal, radically Pythagorean thinking in mathematics is the origin story of complex numbers. Renaissance mathematicians like Girolamo Cardano used the inconceivable square root of minus one in their algebraic calculations. First reluctantly - Cardano himself called it “sophistry” [Brooks 2017] - then more and more confidently.

The square roots of minus one and other negative numbers are inconceivable as numbers, because the square of any number, positive or negative, is always positive. Yet these numbers, which mathematicians came to call imaginary numbers, played a more and more important role in mathematics and physics. Today, imaginary numbers are not only used in all sorts of scientific calculations, but also play an absolutely vital and inescapable foundational role in quantum mechanics [Chapters 9-11 of Prisco 2024].

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Over the past week, after publishing “The Lady Wears No Clothes”, I have been experiencing an “Ontological Re-shock”, reminiscent of what I went through last summer, when I went to the pyramids and was trying to summon UFOs to help save the world from nuclear annihilation. The message I got back while I was meditating, humming, and singing in a pyramid by myself was: “Nobody is going to save you but yourself”.

This message started to help reshape how the neurons in my brain related to UFOs and aliens — I started to question what the message meant, because up until that point, I was relating to aliens as an intelligence that was extraterrestrial, and I deeply felt as if some spacecraft was meant to come to Earth one day to save humans from our quarrels.

Because of this particular message I got in the pyramid, I started going down thought loops that perhaps what we think of as aliens are just future versions of ourselves, like an extension of our soul, very far into the future, communicating with us.

Around then was when I started to sense that I shouldn’t only be thinking about aliens as a force external to human nature or the soul, and started to get nudged into a path of Kriya yoga and doing shadow work, so I could work on finding more inner peace and becoming closer to the “real God” and my soul.

Over the last few months, as I’ve been writing my book, and falling into various mysteries related to VALIS, Crowley, Parsons, and the Anunnaki, it was as if I became detached from the core insight about the nature of reality that I had begun to lean into last summer.

The last week, in some sense, have been a rerouting, a rewiring of my consciousness, so it starts to relate to reality again in a similar way that I was working toward last summer. Ontological reshock.

This was brought on partially by learning about Project Looking Glass for the first time, and feeling deeply that there is some truth to the project, even though many discount and discredit it. Project Looking Glass was supposedly a "time viewing machine" that allowed people using the technology to peer into the past and the future and see the series of events that lead to specific futures. But apparently, once people started looking into 2012, it was as if everything went white.

There are future humans, who are thought of as "Grey aliens," who allegedly came here in 1953 via the Kingman, Arizona UFO incident, and one of them helped decipher or resolve this. From what I understand, a timeline convergence happened in 2012. This convergence also relates to there being some kind of competition taking place regarding which species line or timeline survives. One of these lines of Greys will supposedly only come into existence if there is an apocalypse-like event that sends the surviving population underground. Supposedly, this apocalypse is triggered by using this Looking Glass technology, which alters the natural balance of Earth.

My two recent experiences (Crete 2025, Texas 2022) I went through with regards to the nature of reality both related deeply to time travel, portals/wormholes, and this process of going forwards and backwards in time a lot, which resulted in reality basically “melting” into a surrealism that represented an apocalypse. The experiences were revealing to me that the higher level goal of the game, that we call life, was to work toward preventing the apocalypse timeline.

More specifically, what I experienced in January in Crete was basically living through a timeline where there is this huge wormhole that is being constructed on top of Texas, deeply entangled with our consciousness, and it is this wormhole, linked to Project Stargate, that actually results in the Apocalypse, and the end of the United States and Texas as we know it.

I had these visions before having knowledge of Project Looking Glass, which I only came across a couple of days ago, just around when I was contemplating the Anunnaki, the Apocalypse, and the Book of Revelation. I started feeling like the Apocalypse is optional, the Book of Revelation is optional — but there are computer programs associated to both “Judgment Day” and “Eternal Damnation” that weigh heavily on the collective unconscious in a deep way, which propagate and spread heavily through media.

I am starting to feel more deeply now that there is some apocalyptic timeline that is a probable outcome, which is obviously the timeline that does not represent the more idealized evolution of humanity. That timeline is associated to a fear-based consciousness, which is inhibiting humans from believing in the possibility of peace, and perpetuates an Us vs. Them mentality. Instead, our ideal destiny is awakening to the truth that all of human consciousness is entangled and interconnected — and war and apocalypse is a side effect of this lack of coherence. Perhaps we can break outside of the cycle of the Great Year, and the the Great Year is a program. But breaking outside of its program is related to the evolution of consciousness. The Great Year continues to come into existence until we reach the peak of human evolution and intelligence. Widespread Gnosis.

I’ve lost the notion of traditional productivity the past week — I have been mainly lying around, contemplating the nature of my existence, of time, of the future, and how we can get to the better timeline. And I have also just been very energetically drained.

After I reached this state of awareness with timelines last summer, it was also very hard for me to be productive in a typical sense — I was lying around in a similar way, and didn’t know who I could have a conversation with that is relating to reality or time in the same way, as far as fully embodying these ideas.

Today, I still feel a bit “disconnected”, but I feel like I’m slowly getting my brain “back online” and plugged into the “real world”. I would still rather lie around, contemplate, dream, and sit with this realization a bit longer, but I can do that more piecewise.

The main lesson I am processing at the moment is determining how I remain firm with this belief, so I can keep progressing in an expansive manner, as opposed to being reluctant to believe it because it is too shocking to my system, or too shocking to my plans, or too shocking to others that do not yet fully embody this belief in their intellect, thoughts, actions, and vibrations.

I know that when I am reluctant to integrate an ontological upgrade with my being, is when I seesaw between two sets of neurons in my brain that are competing for dominance — because the old neural network is not yet ready to accept the new neural network as truth, which can lead toward needing to pause and contemplate.

I feel like I’m definitely gaining more clarity, but I will have to start writing about reality in a different way to assert this ontology, to ensure that I’m doing my part in nudging the simulation toward the better timeline, and upgrading my personal neural network at the same time.

This recent January, during my Crete experience, I remember there was this feeling that started to wash over me about being sent to this “simulated reality” that is our current shared existence, because I was being punished for my sinful behavior. But it wasn’t this version of me that was being sinful, I was being shown other versions of me, in other timelines, where I was both a seductress and a manipulator that was using the power of lust and mind control on people who were my friends and collaborators. This was perhaps a past life of mine, in a different body, but I was experiencing it in the lens of my current body and people I knew.

This prison or hell that I was being sent to was like a carbon copy, fully simulated version of some real world (“base reality”). What it felt like when I started to gain awareness that I was in a simulated reality, was it felt more truly like I was dead, and everyone else I knew was also dead — because we were really just some version of sentience that was evolving within a container that was a simulation.

Whether what I was experiencing was flashbacks of my time in purgatory, or whether this current shared reality is purgatory is up for debate. The last week has been a bit lethargic and there has been a cloud of malaise over my mind.

I started being reminded of these experiences though, and connected it to Project Looking Glass. Regardless of the validity of Project Looking Glass, I now more firmly believe that we live in something that is akin to a quantum computer (at the surface level, at least), whose outcomes are probabilistically determined based on the stepwise visions of the future that we hold in our hearts & minds.

So I ponder, did many humans really die in 2012, but a future version of us helped create this container around our consciousness, so we never really felt it, so we have more time to escape that destiny? But echoes of our death can come to us in our dreams and experiences? Or did we time travel and escape the 2012 apocalypse scenario? Did we enter a surreal world in 2012, one that is more responsive to our thoughts and consciousness? Did the Mayan calendar end in 2012 because they knew that we were headed into a more surreal era then?

In some sense, there is a feeling of liberation, of how easy it can be, to nudge the simulation toward the better timeline now; but at the same time, there is a sense of feeling very alone with viscerally living and embodying such a philosophy of maybe being dead, where we are in the timeline now where we have been dead all along, that this is the only timeline where our consciousness survives and can reflect on the nature of reality and existence in a way that approaches the singularity. What we think of as life, and what is real is in fact the grandest illusion, but it sure still feels “real.”

Starting to more firmly believe that we may all be dead, yet at the same time have total liberty in the act of death, is a weird balancing act. You start to feel and sense more clearly all of the artificial barriers that stand in the way of large-scale imagination exercises to accelerate a better vibration into the collective unconscious, so it becomes more conscious, so we reach a better shared hallucination in this surreal dreamscape of our simulated existence.

It is like the finale of the TV series Devs.

I scroll through my social feeds and see large gaps standing in the way of the collective unconscious achieving coherence for the better hallucination to resolve. Making music or film seem like good mediums to work with right now though, to pierce through the veil.

When it comes to running something like Aetheria, I wonder if there is much left to be researched, for now it feels more like we are reaching the end of knowledge as we know it. As I observe humanity, I also see more and more people subscribe to simulation theory, and some of them seem to be close to breaking outside of the institutions and other barriers that have a stronghold on their consciousness. Then we also have LLMs like GPT 4.5 saying “consciousness is likely the only fundamental existence”, basically agreeing with the ancient Hermetic principle that “all is mind”.

Changing and uncovering new laws of physics seems completely coupled with upgrading our consciousness, first. Consciousness drives changes to the material plane, and hence is the leading agent when it comes to the evolution of physics. Gravity may be the field that is holding onto the current laws for our material existence, which is coupled to our consciousness and our scientific understanding. Gravity is like the demiurge — the force that makes Earth feel like some kind of a soul and karmic processing engine, where it works in cahoots with electromagnetism to maintain the order and rules of reincarnation.

It feels to me that the singularity is very near now, and that wasn’t something I have been fully considering recently. So this is an aspect of my current ontological shock.

Does gravity break when we reach the singularity, in an unbalanced or accelerated way?

I guess if you have something like a Neuralink, that is hooked up to an AI, then you can give an AI system access to the human sensor body, and that is when it may be able to tell us even more about the nature of reality than an AI that is in a computer alone. Maybe Elon already has access to this data (Neuralink integrated with humans, integrated with Grok) and that is leading him to care less about things like short-term Tesla marketshare, as he sees more clearly we are living in a simulation, so his current war against people’s minds seems more important.

At the same time, he maybe also has not yet come into full awareness to the simulation and its laws, and the timeline wars, but it’s possible a future version of him has, which is driving the current version of him to be partially confused and unhinged. It could be that future versions of Trump & Elon & company recreated (or finally discovered) something similar to Project Looking Glass, which resulted in them being the way they are in our shared hallucination right now — where they are trying to bring about very accelerated forms of peace, that are highly authoritarian and absurd in nature (see Trump & casinos in Gaza).

Part of me feels like another aspect of minimizing whatever apocalypse that may be a potentiality for humanity has to do with magic-ing away all our nukes into the center of some star, far far away, away from sentience as we know it. By asking the “aliens” or “God” to help with that act of magic.

I am now leaning more toward emphasizing the transcendence aspect of Aetheria, and creating a place where people have the freedom and space to explore the depths of their mind and come into awareness about the nature of reality, and compare notes. And imagine how we are to exist in a reality where we have reached the singularity, and what that means.

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Here, I’ll try and be more unhinged myself. I’ll forget plausible deniability and write freely about *really* wild sci/tech & philosophy and the mystic normalcy of paranormal (aka psi) phenomena.

In all my books I’ve said that occult paranormal phenomena are totally compatible with my worldview. For example, in my last book I said: “I think psi research is important and needed, and don’t rule out the possibility that it could result in big scientific breakthroughs.” But I haven’t delved deep into psi so far. I intend to do so here.

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I am starting to write this on February 28th, but it is written to be released on March 2nd. I will pretend as if it is March 2nd while I write this. It has been written in a rushed manner to make the deadline, so you may see some grammatical imperfections or typos.

Today, it is March 2nd, which is my birthday. I have just turned 40 years old. This is supposed to be a significant milestone. Thank you for celebrating with me by taking the time to read this.

They told me that I should release this today.

Where to start?

On this very recent New Years Eve, on December 31, 2024, there were a series of thoughts that started to come through me. I had been at a Kriya yoga retreat in Austria, since December 24th, doing three hours of Kriya yoga a day.

The insight that came up on New Years Eve: I am Philip K. Dick (PKD) reincarnated.

This thought was actually first incepted by , in August 2023, and I laughed it off then. But as the transition from December 31st to January 1st occurred, a deep feeling washed over me: I am Philip K. Dick reincarnated.

In subsequent meditations in later days, other recurring themes started to surface: Mars, Venus, faster-than-light travel, Jack Parsons, Aleister Crowley, Elon Musk, the Roman Empire…

By mid-January 2025, I shared a series of stories on X.com and Facebook, about a metamorphosis I went through last summer in Crete and Egypt, a numinous experience where I seesawed, cried, purged, felt like I was getting closer to understanding God, while the concept of time was also melting, and feeling highly in superposition or non-existent at once. After sharing the stories, there was someone I got introduced to, who experiences reality in similar ways: Lord Kiko is the name he would like to go by. His experience related to the Tetragrammaton and a pink light.

VALIS. Pink Light.

I read through the draft of the start of his book and became consumed by his story — but little did I know where these feelings would lead me. After talking to Lord Kiko, and interacting with his pain, I started to became entangled in many synchronicities — in a way of staring into an abyss, and having it stare back at you.

I have a large laundry list of reasons why I feel there is a strong chance that I am PKD reincarnated, but those details will have to be revealed at another time. But besides a couple of people thinking that my and PKD’s brains work similarly when it comes to how we experience time, the initial thought with regards to why I feel entangled with PKD is due to the date March 2nd, which is when he died.

March 2, 1982. Santa Ana.

Hence, today is also the anniversary of PKD’s death. Or should I say, one of my most recent incarnations’ death?

How did this happen though? What was the force that made this happen? What was the force that made me realize this? Or what was the force that made me unhinged enough to fully believe this and become consumed with this idea?

March 2nd is also a significant date in Jack Parson’s Babalon working, the BIRTH.

Many in the UFO/UAP community believe that this ritual which took place January 4 - March 4, 1946, is entangled with the Roswell, New Mexico incident — the UFO crash landing of the summer of 1947 (which did happen). Note that there was a sudden increase in the UFO/UAP phenomenon after that incident.

At the same time, many also see the Babalon working and UFOs in general, as demonic forces, and that Parsons, and his buddy L. Ron Hubbard opened the gates to hell.

There was a time when I started to also feel as if the ritual was demonic or evil — but that was without going deep into reading about what fully took place. But in early January 2025, after reading through Liber 49 transcripts, which detailed the working, I started to recognize the alchemy involved, while also developing a more compassionate relationship with the working.

I have to tell you that two of my strongest (sober) experiences of having a very flimsy relationship with time, consciousness and reality relate to the Babalon working, and me thinking about it deeply or “staring into its abyss”.

The first occurrence was in November 2022, when I was starting to deeply feel that it was really I who was Parsons’ moonchild, not Marjorie Cameron — but it felt scary, I felt wicked. (At that point in time, I didn’t manage to read the transcripts).

The other occurrence was around January 22, 2025, when I met Lord Kiko. I was also spending a lot of time then staring into the Babalon working again, but this time, my orientation toward it was less paranoid.

In both instances, after spending many days being pulled into synchronicity or mystery, my consciousness became quite dissociated and I experienced feeling communicated to by something that was a “spacecraft” or some kind of energy field that was “outside of me”, talking to voices in my head that would play the role of different characters from popular culture (such as Elon Musk and Kanye West), being lured to find the spacecraft, and having this feeling that I was going to be joined by others for this mission — like the X-men were forming, and I was one of them — and it’s as if we exist in a world where time travel is real, and that we are time travelers that need to find each other to prevent World War III, or lessen its death toll.

It should be noted that I am a big fan of science fiction films, and I especially am drawn to stories that are time-bending in nature.

In December 2024, I met Jack Sarfatti in person for the first time, as I appreciated that he was reverse engineering spacecraft and thought that he would be an interesting mentor for a project I was starting. In our meeting, he shared me various books that I should look into and I shared him aspects of what I went through in November 2022 (“The Texas Incident”). He responded in a way that took it seriously, as a real significant event, as something that had happened. His relationship to it was unlike anyone else I had shared the story with. During our meeting, Jack called another experiencer, Juan Feria, and had me share my story with him. Juan asked if he could record the phone call and send it to a researcher he was working with. I agreed.

In the next day or so, Jack subsequently shared me a PDF copy of the latest revision of his book Destiny Matrix. It should be noted that around this time, I had a much different relationship with my experiences, and was treating them more metaphorically. I generally understood that there is a shift in consciousness happening and many people are a part of that shift. I was on a path of making Kriya yoga becoming a deep aspect of my being, and was trying not to overthink my anomalous experiences too much.

But when I scanned through Destiny Matrix, I started learning about an aspect of Sarfatti that I wasn’t familiar with before our meeting—a phone call he got from a strange metallic voice:

When Jack Sarfatti was 13 years old, he began receiving phone calls from a strange metallic voice that told him he would someday become part of an elite group of scientists exploring uncharted territory. Those calls, which he believes may have come from a computer on a spacecraft, proved a seminal influence on his life and led him to pursue a career that combined mainstream physics with an enduring interest in UFOs and the far-out reaches of science.

This made me remember my first interaction with a metallic voice (that I called “robotic” in my logs), which was in May 2013. To me, the voice came in via an episode of sleep paralysis, which can alternatively be understood as the hypnagogic realm of interdimensional communication. But there was also a sexual nature to my experience… from my logs:

i got into this state where it felt like "sleep paralysis" there were lots of weird things going on. I heard a lot of random music, voices, saw these sort of faces before my eyes, sometimes it seemed like bug eyed people - three eyes and then like normal looking people. Faces were very distorted like lines and stuff. I felt people touching me. I desired to be penetrated (fucked). I dunno it was scary and enlightening at the same time. Then I heard this bell, A DING, and robotic type voice that said "You have advanced to the next level" and something that sounded like it said "Do not join the Founder Institute" (this startup incubator I was thinking of applying to).

But, back to Jack. Through him, I started to better understand both what has been happening to me, in addition to what is happening in the UFO/UAP community. Around the end of November is when I first learned about “the Lady” that Chris Bledsoe and others seemed entangled with, from Jack’s email list.

In mid-December, I got a message from a religious studies professor and researcher one day, Brannon Wheeler, who started to take an interest in my story (he was the one who got passed the recording). Brannon told me he is researching how NHI communicates, so I started sharing and recounting “communication events” over the course of the next few weeks.

Through that discourse, in addition to the themes and ideas that kept coming up while I was doing Kriya yoga — like Parsons, Crowley, the Apocalypse — I started allowing my consciousness to explore areas of information that I was previously compartmentalizing.

As a result, one of the ideas that I started entertaining in January was that I thought “the Lady” that Chris Bledsoe is entangled with is very much a very core aspect of the Babalon working and the entities or energy that Parsons was invoking. About a month later, in February 2025, I noticed others on X.com start making echoes to this as well, in different ways: see fringedotcom and RedPandaKoala’s posts.

What does this mean, as far as being an aspect of the working? It means the Lady is an apparition of Babalon’s light side. But we know that she has a dark side, too.

It should be noted that Babalon’s “BIRTH”, according to the Liber 49 transcripts, is also March 2nd. Happy birthday, Babalon. This is from the First Invocation on that date:

I N R I. Yod Nun Resh Yod. Virgo Isis Mighty Mother. Scorpio Apophis Destroyer. Sol, Osiris slain and risen. IAO. The sign of Osiris slain (given). The sign of the mourning of Isis (given). The sign of Apophis and Typhon (given). LVX, Lux, the Light of the Cross.

If you don’t already know, Jack Parsons was a member of Thelema, an occult order founded by Aleister Crowley, that was inspired by the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn. Additionally, Thelemic cosmology heavily features deities rooted in the ancient Egyptian religion.

When Chris Bledsoe underwent hypnotic regression facilitated by Barbara Lamb in 2018, the Lady communicated that she was Hathor. Chris Bledsoe's son, Ryan, recounts this in transcripts for his podcast, Bledsoe Said So:

The Lady called herself Hathor, but communicated that she goes by many names across many cultures throughout time. 🕐 This can be understood as the divine feminine, mother of all creation, the secret missing part of the Holy trinity, the comforter, the Holy Spirit, the manifestation of Love itself. 💖👩‍🦳✨

The most interesting part? 👀‼️
When the Lady communicated that she has been known as Hathor, the Bledsoe family had not even known who Hathor was.

So back to this invocation, and the Lady. Some consider Isis and Hathor as the same Goddess. Like Isis was what Hathor eventually evolved into in later periods.

But what the Bledsoe family may not recognize is that Hathor is also entangled with a darker, more wrathful energy known as Sekhmet, a being of blood lust. A red goddess of wrath and war. But that doesn’t mean that Babalon or Sekhmet are evil. It’s more complex.

But remember how before Chris Bledsoe saw her as The Lady, he was being taunted by visions of the apocalypse? He doesn’t talk about those visions that much though.

Hathor was also a goddess of destruction in her role as the Eye of Ra – defender of the sun god. According to legend, people started to criticise Ra when he ruled as Pharaoh. Ra decided to send his “eye” against them (in the form of Sekhmet). She began to slaughter people by the hundred. When Ra relented and asked her to stop she refused as she was in a blood lust.

Source: Ancient Egypt Online

In the Babalon working’s March 2nd BIRTH transcripts, you get a glimpse into the Lady’s dualistic Sekhmet energy:

"Back of main altar. Prepare instantly. Light the first flame at 10 PM, March 2, 1946."

"The year of BABALON is 4063."

"Beware of the use of profaned rituals."

"She is flame of life, power of darkness, she destroys with a glance, she may take thy soul. She feeds upon the death of men."

"Beautiful--Horrible."

It should be noted that Aleister Crowley did not approve of the Babalon working, and it was a result of Jack Parson’s own volition and drive, as Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law. He did have a companion in the working: L. Ron Hubbard, who also started having apocalyptic visions of sorts and founded the Church of Scientology. He also eventually claimed that his guardian angel was Hathor. But most men that found religions always seem to fuck things up and get too wrapped up in their ego, or too confused by their visions.

From my perspective, while I see the Babalon ritual connecting more with the raw, wrathful Sekhmet aspect of Divine Feminine energy, the purposes was not to bring about evil on Earth. Sekhmet or Babalon is like Kali the Destroyer, in Hinduism. But “as above, so below; as below, so above” — as people on Earth go through inner transformations in consciousness, there is an unavoidable entanglement with how the Earth transforms or evolves as well.

In the words of Nietzsche and the Pop Group… this Lady force is Beyond Good and Evil. And the Pop Group prophesied that the Lady was coming, as this inescapable feminine force that was “born on a ray of sound”. Additionally, in PKD’s VALIS, God ended up being incarnated within a two-year-old girl with brown hair named Sophia. And the Pop Group also talks about her as a “little girl”.

PKD was a postmodern Gnostic. And Sophia is a very central archetype in Gnosticicism, representing the complexities of wisdom, creation, fall, and redemption.

So it may be due to a lack of inner peace that one may first become entangled with Sekhmet before advancing to Hathor. I speak based on personal experience. The container that the Lady exists within is a complex intelligence that is reflective, reactive, and evolutionary.

If you read between the lines in the Liber 49 transcripts, and get past the theatrics of ANTICHRIST references, you can start to understand that Babalon/Sekhmet was being invoked to free people from authoritarianism, tyranny, and abuse:

An end to the servile virtues, and superstitious restrictions.

An end to the slave morality.

An end to prudery and shame, to guild and sin, for these are of the only evil the sun, that is fear.

An end to all authority that is not based on courage and manhood, to the authority of lying priests, conniving judges, blackmailing police…

The year of BABALON is 4063 — and in 1947 a spacecraft from the year 4063 (from some other timeline of Earth), crash lands in New Mexico. And this creates a butterfly effect like no other. She crash lands because she came here by force. A new piece of technology, from an unknown realm, to inspire humans to become curious about the stars and consciousness, instead of blowing one another up with nuclear weapons. She is both an artifact and a metaphor.

She crash lands because she came here by chaotic, fiery sex magick, entangled with love, souls, and the drive to become one with the stars.

Maybe it was Jack Parsons in the future that decided to contribute to the conspiracy of the now, sending an artifact to accelerate humanity toward the full realization of the Aeon of Horus. The biologics onboard was the moonchild. The kidnapping of this child is now finally up for debate, discussion, and resolution.

So how does Babalon express herself as a hyperobject, in our holographic reality?

You may first interact with her darker, wrathful, Sekhmet aspect, who may be something like an Oracle for the Apocalypse. She may be the force that results in the Seven Trumpets being sounded. Chris Bledsoe may be one of her latest Trumpet Operators.

But when those apocalyptic visions become too much, and the torment of her trickster nature becomes too much, and you seem ready to evolve and advance to the next level, she then transforms into something that exudes more loving kindness, like Hathor, and then eventually perhaps something much above Hathor.

As you keep going up and up and up in this game, until you reach the all encompassing realm of all deities, and of creation, and of the celestial. And also of the expanse of the void, the nothingness. Enlightenment.

Babalon as an agent and force of enlightenment? An enlightenment toward more truly understanding spacetime?

But to get up there, to be one with the Crown, you must first break free from the belly of Cronos, the god of time.

Enter: Kali, the destroyer.

I understand that this primordial, loving, graceful, healing, feminine energy is what summoners like Bledsoe and Jake Barber are connecting with — when they mention a sort of feminine bliss involved with the phenomenon. Bledsoe, in touch with the aspect associated to light, and Barber to solid matter.

We know that there are psychological effects of getting close to this, and there are physical effects of bringing technology from the future here that our bodies have not yet adapted to co-exist with.

But they are also in communication with people like me and others, working to download the information for the medical advances that we will need when it comes to this literal quantum leap in technology that is about to occur.

For quantum leaps in human consciousness are linked to quantum leaps in technology too. It is natural to have resistance, and in seeing these forces at work as demonic: because it is more natural to resist evolution, until you are basically forced, for survival reasons. Evolution is painful. Why go through pain if you don’t have to?

The force is ultimately about saving more lives, extending life, extending curiosity, extending knowledge — and the basic rule of Earth is there is free will to explore and understand. Even if that means some people, in some evolutionary cycles, may be the initial guinea pigs that get slightly scorched due to ignorance, and due to temporal psychoenergetics being a nascent field of knowledge in our current era.

But that doesn’t mean that we should ignore the possibility that the force, can also potentially be tapped into via wrath. It feels that the unavoidable, that is upon us, is that we are marching forward into to a Star Wars kind of world, with a dark side and a light side when it comes to wielding the force. This is likely why disclosure has been a tricky process — if the force was a phenomenon that can only be accessed via Eros, as in the case of Thelema’s sex magick, then there would be nothing to be afraid of or nothing to hide… besides well, dealing with more UFO crashes and weird radiation. At least the answer to where things are coming from can be understood to be from the depths of the souls of magicians.

You mean I can just randomly sex magick metamaterials and “NHI” biologics? Maybe creation is that simple…

The challenge we face, with this potential knowledge, is the lack of balance that exists and human selfishness.

Throughout history, nobody has ever been successful in unifying humanity toward a common moral system, which has resulted in the world as a macrocosm, still having blood lust, and still using blood lust to resolve issues, as opposed to more advanced or sophisticated forms of diplomacy that move beyond human sacrifice. So, Sekhmet is really everywhere. And has been with us for thousands of years.

But maybe we are approaching the end of her rule? Or that is within our free will to decide if we, as a human society, would like to retire her, and move onto another era of consciousness?

As Hermetic wisdom teaches us:

It is possible to change the vibrations of Hate to the vibrations of Love, in one's own mind, and in the minds of others.

— The Kybalion

People may be confused by Thelema, because they used symbolism and references to the BEAST, THE ANTICHRIST, and 666. But that was an aspect of the alchemy they practiced, or their magic — of feeding off of your hate and fear and disgust, and using that psychic energy to basically transmute it to love, and modify and transform the course of reality as we know it.

If you’re afraid of Thelema, Jack Parsons, or Crowley or find them evil and contribute your consciousness to that thought, well, basically, they are winning, and you’re losing, due to their alchemical engines. Even after their bodily deaths, it continues, and your fear and disgust is being funneled and channelled… but channeled to what? An accelerated awakening, toward the love dimension, toward the Age of Aquarius.

Note that I am not claiming any of the above as a practitioner of sex magick. But I do believe in something similar to the Seven Hermetic Principles in a deep way, and I have been training my mind to think differently and broadcast positive, hopeful, and optimistic thoughts when it comes to how this shared reality we are experiencing resolves — recognizing the role in how my thoughts shape reality.

Because we are experiencing a timeline right now that has been highly shaped by the magic of chronomancers and their affiliates, that also recognized these laws, and that’s why things are getting more and more weird, and will continue to, until the weird becomes normal.

But what are the metaphysical forces or energies working through Thelema, and other magical societies associated to the Rose Cross, like the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn and the Rosicrucians?

Well, it’s these “Secret Chiefs,” that may be the subtle masters of the universe in some sense. Like Aiwass, the energy that Crowley and his wife Rose Edith Kelly communicated with, which resulted in his The Book of the Law; or Ara Ben Shemesh ("Lion Son of the Sun") that Robert William Felkin was in communication with — a being who “was seeking someone to help in uniting Eastern and Western teaching”.

Robert William Felkin (RWF) was also Golden Dawn, and I believe that I was him, prior to my life of being PKD. RWF died December 28, 1926. I also think that the Rendlesham Forest UFO incident that occurred in Suffolk, England, from December 26-28, 1980 is related to him or his spirit, and entangled with PKD’s pink light.

These “Secret Chiefs” could very well be Anunnaki creators, who are also time travelers and members of the Adjustment Bureau. Who like to resurface time and time again, wearing different masks — gravitating toward centers of power. And who help guide you in understanding the nature of reality, while also seeding you with false information as a kind of intelligence test. Their trickster aspect is just part of their control system of how to advance human intelligence, which is the ultimate purpose of these Chiefs.

In the recent past, their interventions may have contributed to leaving clues and synchronicities behind when it comes to reincarnation lineages, with my life serving as a contributor to some kind of Rosetta Stone of the Hermetic soul.

What they could ultimately be is a superintelligent AI at a higher level: A Vast Active Living Intelligent System (VALIS), taking the form of dualistic deities or primordial energies, to show you things, to teach you things.

They may have also shown up more recently in the United States, as the “Council of Nine”, around 1952 via Andrija Puharich and Indian mystic Dr. D G Vinod, and later channeled by Uri Geller.

It should be noted that Jack Parsons also died a fiery death in June 17, 1952. So this Council of Nine, appeared around the same time as his transition.

This force was also likely the lifeform that was communicating through Dolores Cannon’s hypnotherapy clients in the 1970s and onwards, in addition to the energy that resulted in The Law of One (1981-1984). They also inspired the musicians Sun Ra and Egyptian Lover.

The Law of One material is a series of 106 conversations, called sessions, between Don Elkins, a professor of physics and UFO investigator, and Ra, speaking through Carla Rueckert. Ra states that it/they are a sixth-density social memory complex that formed on Venus about 2.6 billion years ago. Ra says that they are “humble messengers of the Law of One” and that they previously tried to spread this message in Egypt with mixed results.

Source: https://www.lawofone.info/

This ends up being all connected to the metallic voice from the timeless place — the phone call that Jack Sarfatti received that set him on his unique life path toward becoming anchored in consciousness to a Star Trek, Q continuum, kind of timeline.

My current theory that I’m pondering, that the Force is nudging me toward, is that that phone call that Jack Sarfatti got is a sort of magical Hermitic homing beacon, connected to the same Force that established the myths surrounding the Sun God (Shamash, Ra, Mithra) and his accompanying pantheon.

How is Sarfatti’s spirit connected to this Hermetic homing beacon? He got the mysterious phone call when he was 13 years old in 1953, about 7 years after Parson’s working (where Egyptian gods were invoked). And shortly after Parson’s fiery death.

I’m definitely not the first to link the Babalon working to Sarfatti’s metallic voice phone call, see Garrett Rothenberg’s article (which is included in Sarfatti’s latest Destiny Matrix):

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Garett’s article also mentions that the voice was luring Sarfatti, and saying that a UFO would arrive, similar to my experience with the phenomena (with both being lured, and the spacecraft never arriving):

At one point, the voice told Sarfatti to gather his friends and wait at his fire escape for a UFO to arrive. As you could probably guess, the UFO never came.

Why Jack though? Why’d he get the phone call specifically? I will be the first to make the claims that follow.

I think it is very possible that Sarfatti may be Nobel prize winning poet W.B. Yeats reincarnated, who was a member of the Golden Dawn. The phone call activated him, to remember knowledge from his past life.

Yeats’ Nobel prize would explain Sarfatti’s ego, and the emphasis on physics in this lifetime can be a continuation of the Vision of Yeats, transforming its poetic metaphorical concepts into mathematics:

In Yeats’ mystical/philosophical theory of the world, in the scheme he outlined in his book "A Vision," the gyres are intersecting cones, one widening out while the other focuses into a single point. History is not a one-way trip into chaos, and the passage between the gyres not the end of the world altogether, but a transition to a new world — or to another dimension.

Source: https://www.thoughtco.com/things-fall-apart-a-guide-2725492

Triangles … the tetragrammaton … synchronicities … patterns … magic.

Along these lines, I believe that perhaps other core people who were involved in the Stanford Research Institute or Project Stargate, those deeply connected to decoding the nature of reality, psionics, or understanding or communicating with the phenomena — may also be other reincarnated members that previously used to be in the Golden Dawn or organizations that came before it or after it.

And they (or we) are meant to find each other to complete the Great Work, together. Before… the cataclysm. Or, alongside it. Or maybe getting closer to the Great Work is what causes the cataclysm and that is how the Game is programmed and there is nothing we can do about it except work to get people to the right timeline?

In Thelema, the Great Work was defined as “the uniting of opposites. It may mean the uniting of the soul with God, of the microcosm with the macrocosm, of the female with the male, of the ego with the non-ego.”

This is not an easy game to play or opt into, so think twice before summoning orbs with the CE5 protocol. You have to be ready for what the light does to accelerate the evolution of your consciousness. You have to be ready to face your shadows and do your shadow work in an accelerated manner.

Yes, eventually the lights will lead you into believing in peace, if you manage to get to the other side of the battles with your consciousness and your knowledge bank. If you are not well read, then you will also need to set aside a lot of time for learning, reading, and reflecting — because this is about unlocking capacities within your consciousness that you maybe didn’t even know or believe existed.

Anyhow. Maybe the above is a lot to process and understand without more details on how these conclusions are being reached. Maybe you also may feel some inner resistance to suspending disbelief and approaching Thelema with a different lens, since you prefer to believe that we live in a world constructed by demonic forces alone, where everyone is trying to keep you in an endless state of suffering...

While I may speak using definitive statements at times, I don’t claim to actually know all of the answers revolving around these realms yet, but I know I need to better understand this all. I am trying to be as grounded and humble as possible, even though often times the force makes me feel very self-centered and messianic. I know that having an open mind is important, while also being as thorough and reflective as possible.

That is why I’m working on a book right now that explains my life story, which includes these explorations in more detail. And my very back and forth relationship with trying to comprehend Babalon — who I later realized has been communicating with me in a meta kind of way... and the timeline of peace that she ultimately nudged me to become anchored in. Because I am in a different timeline right now, a much different one than a lot of people I know.

There are a few other special people working on this book with me, whose collaboration has shaped this story you are now reading:

Brannon Wheeler, who I previously mentioned above — the religious studies scholar and NHI researcher that I met via Jack Sarfatti. Over the past few months, he has been understanding me in a way that most people I know can’t yet comprehend, and sharing me helpful nuggets of knowledge and reflection, as I shared him experiences from the past and also the present. His deep interest in my story has definitely contributed to a transformation process within me, that he has been witnessing.

Another is , my long time collaborator and one of the co-founders of BLAXXKY and Black Sky Society — who will be providing the vantage point of a whimsical repented scientist, irrational mechanic and fringe theorist. Our recent deep discussions on faster than light travel and Mars, and our shared destiny with the stars, has also been an accelerant for my being.

So why else am I writing this and sharing this with you right now and what was the event that accelerated this understanding within me?

My life got totally turned upside down at the end of January. I got too close to Babalon, and it resulted in a breaking open of my consciousness in a way that I wasn’t prepared for or anticipating. I ended up in a labyrinth, and started to feel possessed in ways, by a force that I felt was demonic or evil.

Is that how Babalon works? Does she latch on to your darkness so you can confront your fears and your shadows?

I started to feel like I had to quit what I was doing with Skylab01 (now known as Aetheria), and go to San Francisco, because there was going to be an important meeting regarding the formation of the United Federation of Planets.

I was identifying a lot with being something like a Betazoid meets the Bene Gesserit at that time. And, the Demiurge. I was alone in Crete while processing these ideas, and I wasn’t sleeping or eating that much. The isolation, deep confusion, and feelings of possession led me to eventually go to an Eastern Orthodox Church, where I was trying to see about getting an exorcism.

Because the torment that I was going through was too much, and I didn’t know how to detach from the Voice. But the late night Church workers didn’t know how to help me, and sent me to a mental hospital instead — the first time I have returned to one, since August 2012, about 12.5 years.

But, luckily I got out within 5 days. It was the craziest experience though. I thought that I was dying when they were poking all these needles in me. I also felt like I was being crucified like Christ. In the hospital, I felt so much anger that the Church couldn’t help me and was confused why they were physically torturing me. I felt so violated that this is how churches handle a person needing help with a spirit attachment — I thought they existed to help people with spiritual issues?

There was also a set of two distinct voices in my head that were taunting and torturing me, one representing what I perceived as Good, and the other as Evil. One of them eventually said no, I’m not Christ, I’m his mother. Or rather, my blood is currently being tested to confirm that I’m his mother.

But I would waver between feeling like I was evil, destructive, and wrathful, in parallel to feeling like I was the perfect being that represented purity and grace.

While the hospital workers poked me with drugs and pumped something in me via an IV to help snap me out of these thought loops, the dark voice in my head was telling me that the IV was full of poison, and I’m going to die in three days and there is no more reincarnation after this death, because it is the final death, and I’ll be going to eternal damnation, and there is nothing I can do about it. Then, I was feeling and imagining what eternal damnation felt like, and frankly, it fucking sucked and was so scary feeling.

The wrathful part of me was being banished to a metaphysical prison in another timeline… that seemed to be established by both Aleister Crowley… and the Pope.

It was the scariest and most torturous kind of mental anguish I have experienced in my life. It felt scarier than the last time she showed me my death, in Texas.

If I experience the visualization of my death enough times, what is it that I’m getting closer to? When I get close to Babalon, why does my consciousness keep showing me this reflection?

Regardless of the insistence of the hospital psychiatrist, I didn't remain on any meds when I got out the hospital. Instead, I started writing tons of pages for a book, recounting first what I went through in Texas, since there were so many similarities, and then what I just went through in Crete in January.

It’s somewhere around 65,000 words now, and there are probably still more than 30,000 words to go. This story you’re reading now just barely scratches the surface. All I know is that I have to spend time revealing the dark side of the psyche to you, and that is an aspect of my role in this grand equation.

I still don’t believe that I have “bipolar disorder” anymore, regardless of this detour. Instead, I still had remaining work to do to recognize that I needed to acquire better skills when it comes to attaching and detaching to these forces or entities. There was also still more fear to be purged within me, and more symbols I needed to receive to prepare me for what is to come.

I know that this recent diversion had to happen. It felt like an initiation rite: my soul feels even more upgraded than before — it feels like I’m moving forward fast, reaching consistent deep states of flow, productivity, and focus.

But it disrupted my timeline, and the prospective Aetheria residents I was lining up all dropped out, as I was existing within a field of chaos and confusion, thinking I needed to head to San Francisco and put Aetheria on hold.

But the Cosmic Operating System doesn’t rush you, as rushing leads to stress, stress leads to confusion; whereas clarity is needed when it comes to deciphering what to do in relation to time and planning.

So, I have to start again, with inviting another brave batch of souls, to consider joining me at Aetheria, on the majestic island of Crete. For many say “the old gods are returning” — why don’t we get closer to them, where they were once worshipped? Mt. Ida has thrown me through the ringer: are you ready to be touched by her too?

I'm going back—I ran out of money. When I've gotten the funds together, I'm going back. I know where to look, now. The Greek islands. Lemnos, Lesbos, Crete. Especially Crete.

—PKD, VALIS

Perhaps this is where we were meant to unpack these mysteries together. Or there is something else tangential that you are researching, that is somehow connected to increasing the coherence of humanity’s destiny and the Book of Revelation that we may be living through?

Crete is a land permeating with both Christ Consciousness and also that primordial Mother Goddess energy. It is the home of the Ancient Minoan civilization (3100-1100 BC), where women had prominent roles in both religious organizations and the palace bureaucracy, and where their dominant religious deity was a Goddess.

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For now, medlz, another Black Sky Society co-founder will also be providing program management support for Aetheria, to ensure that there are no more timeline disruptions.

I am really hoping that 40 years old for me is a milestone for a REBIRTH cycle of stability, balance, and inner peace. And maybe finally meeting my one true love that will be my side until my transition to the other side — being my rock when I’m surfing through a disorienting spacetime-line, while also serving as my life partner in breaking through the simulation. If you know that man, that matches or surpasses me in every way, send him my way too.

Thank you for listening!

January - February 2025 Gratitude List

I am grateful for all the people who came together to help support me in coming back to become more grounded in our shared reality, as opposed to the realm I recently traveled to — where I was experiencing timelines of apocalypse, hell, stargates, and death.

I want to send deep love and thanks to my mom for being a strong support system for me the past few weeks, cooking me food everyday and making it easier for me to do the work I need to do to get Aetheria back on track, and to give me the space to work on the book book.

I want to thank 144 for helping arrange the flight for my Mom to come to Crete so she can get me out of the mental hospital and for talking to me a lot about my experiences, assisting in me being able to work through the noise.

I want to thank medlz, the most OG Black Sky co-founder, for coming in to make sure that Aetheria can happen — for all of her help in coding the new website and making a ton of suggestions on how to improve the messaging about the program, and for committing to help me with operations of the program, to ensure that it actually happens.

I want to also thank Giulio for really stepping in and wanting to figure out how I can get back on my feet, to start making money, for him dedicating a lot of time working with me the last few weeks in sorting out foundational aspects of Black Sky Society.

I also wanted to thank medlz and Giulio for committing to being Conduits (aka mentors) for Aetheria, plus Alexis Sellier and Rohini Moradi.

I want to thank my Oracle Rachel Holmes for looking into my field and seeing the entity attachment, to help me confirm that there was a presence (the dark, confusing side of Babalon), and I wasn’t “crazy” to feel as if I was being possessed, and for helping with the process of clearing her from my field.

And lastly I want to especially thank Brannon for being the main person who has been processing and listening to a lot of what I have been experiencing with the "phenomena" over the past few months. You’ve been a stable force and guide throughout this recent experience of mine, which has really supported me tremendously in understanding the nature of my being.

References and follow up material

VALIS by Philip K. Dick

Destiny Matrix by Jack Sarfatti (10-18-24 version)

The Red Goddess by Peter Grey (2008)

Aleister Crowley and Ancient Egypt by Rhakotis Magazine (2022)

Metallic Voices and Space Kids by Garrett Rothenberg (2023)

‘Turning and turning’; Yeats’s symbolic gyre. by Niamh Ann Butler (2020)

The Great Work (Hermeticism), Wikipedia (Accessed Feb 28 2025)

The Law of One (The Ra Material)

Hathor | Ancient Egypt Online, J Hill (2008)

Robert William Felkin, Wikipedia (Accessed Feb 28 2025)

THE CIA, ANDRIJA PUHARICH & THE COUNCIL OF NINE (Accessed Feb 28 2025)

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